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having my middle school crush tell me he liked me 15+ years later was not on my 2024 bingo card
having my middle school crush ask if I’m in an open relationship and express interest ~10 years after we’d last seen each other irl was not on my 2025 bingo card
my bingo luck is off to a bad start this year.
#but seriously wtf#I can’t even handle this#like yes I am but hoW DID YOU KNOW#and why did you ask at 10:45pm on a Thursday??#unprompted??#he phrased his reply so creepy too I can’t#like middle school me would be losing her mind rn#damn what a night#I also cut the shit out of my leg while shaving :(#admin speaks#text post
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Your soul snags on the barbwire.
I’m here in the long, wide beige Stanislaus County Detention Center (Jail) lobby. I'm here to see an inmate client in the jail.
The Detention center is located in the country outside of Modesto, California.
I’ve checked in with the clerk through a window at the Western end of the lobby. 20 feet away is the entrance door to the jail. The jail lobby is about 150 feet long, 50 feet wide with high ceilings. At the Eastern end are three kiosk desks for family video visits with inmates. Two sets of maybe 10 hard plastic chair are located along the northern glass wall of the lobby.
Seated in the row of chairs close to the jail entrance door is a Mexican family. They happily chatter in their native tounge. I had checked in on arrival and was waiting for a guard to appear at the entrance door to let me in to visit with a client. It is about 1:45pm today, April 20, 2024 Saturday.
We wait.
We are in the human zoo’s lobby. It’s a zoo in which only the zoo guards regularly see “the animals”.
Do zoo animals feel “caged”?
Why cage the human animal?
Is it from Puritan times? To give them time to think about what they did?
Is it a societal band-aid meant to keep them off the street or to appease the outside populace? In most cases, it’s a temporary fix. The animal will be released.
But, the fix alters the animal’s life. He sometimes comes out branded “felon’. He is shunned by his fellows. He is on a leash off probation or parol. It’d difficult therefore for him to find work.
A guard opens the jail entrance door and says “Jose”. The middle aged hispanic man in the white shirt who’d been sitting with the family stands, as does the family, children and a woman. The surround the man, then walk with him to the door. The door closes, he’s gone, probably to begin serving a jail sentence. The rest of the family leaves. The woman’s eyes well up.
Soon another woman, this time white in her 30’s probably, enters the lobby and goes up to the check in window. The woman said “I’m here for a visit (with an inmate). The clerk said "You didn’t receive the e mail that all visits were canceled due to a jail lock down?" The woman says “All right”. She leaves in frustration, eyes glistening with tears.
Now two women sit at one of the visiting kiosk desks. They are also hispanic. One older, one younger, maybe in her 30’s. They are largely silent waiting for the visit too begin.
The long beige lobby again is silent.
Outside, the April air is warm and sweet. It’s inviting. Rebuffed by the lobby, the outside day might as well be on another planet. It has no relevance here.
I have visited clients in this jail many times over the years. And, for many years before that in the old downtown jail. Once you visit the human zoo, part of you remains there.Your soul snags in the barbed wire atop the jail walls.
Sill waiting to see my client
The woman at the kiosk finally connect with a man on their video screen. I get a glimpse of him. He’s a 20 something hispanic male.
The younger woman, who speaks in English (the older woman spoke to him in Spanish) The younger woman asked him “How are you doing? Send Mom some of your drawings. Have you bought your things for the week? (from the jail commissary) Angel’s birthday is on Thursday. I can watch you on you tube when you go to court. She asked him if he had anything planned when he got out? She could make a resume for him for Tesla. Fed X pays good. It would be something for you to come out and look forward to.. “You should go to school. Like David. Learn how to drive semi trucks. Explore the states. Get out of here. Do something new, you and your girlfriend. Different vibes. We’re here for you. Whatever you need. Just keep your head up."
I’m still waiting.
I can talk with my client in Court on Monday. Maybe I came here to touch base with the lobby—to visit the part of my soul which is forever snagged out here.
I return to the window, return the jail ID badge the clerk had given me on arrival, and go out into the April day.
#the impact of incarceration on inmates and their families'#Jail visits snag a part of my soul#4/20/2024#incarcerated clients#criminal defense work#visiting jail inmates#words of encouragement to jail inmates#Morally supporting jail inmates
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Average Weekly Screentime - Chap 8: The Best Non-Detective Detective
pairing: Jake Peralta x Amy Santiago
word count: 412
warnings/tags: college au, texting, drunk texting, text fic (mostly, there's prose a few chaps in), bets, bisexual!jake peralta, jake peralta has adhd, parties, drinking and alcohol, sexual references, implied sexual content (nothing explicit, just suggested its going to happen/has happened), friends to lovers, swearing, mentions of cannibalism, lighthearted threats of violence (typical rosa stuff yk), fluff
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Story Summary: texting fic college AU with the squad! It's the beginning of the school year and while everyone else thinks it'll be the same as the previous year, Gina has a feeling things are going to be different and wagers a bet with Rosa and Charles. Told through all the various group chats everyone is in.
Chap 1 | Chap 2 | Chap 3 | Chap 4 | Chap 5 | Chap 6 | Chap 7 | Chap 8 | Chap 9 | Chap 10
authors note: accompanying chapter to the previous one to hold you over until i finish the next chapter!!
Jimmy Jabbers
[05:24pm, Thursday]
Queen G: i need movie recs now pls
RoRo: robocop
Mr Grapes: Bullets Over Broadway
Queen G: seriously??? Queen G: THOSE are my options
Mr Grapes: You asked
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Dance Squad
[05:43pm, Thursday]
G-Hive: is anyone else hearing the deafening silence from jake and amy
Charlese: Jake told me he wasn’t feeling well tonight
Scary: you know damn well amy is probably nose first in a book
G-Hive: something is off about it G-Hive: im gonna investigate
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DDC
[05:45pm, Thursday]
G: charles said u werent feeling well G: u ok?
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[06:28pm, Thursday]
G: r u dead??
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Dance Squad
[06:33pm, Thursday]
G-Hive: jake hasnt responded to me
Scary: he’s probably asleep then
G-Hive: i dont buy it
Charlese: Do you want me to message Amy?
G-Hive: about what charles? G-Hive: leave this to me
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Girls, Girls, Girls
[06:39pm, Thursday]
Gina: @Amy did u want the lipstick u wore on nye? Gina: i dont wear it anymore but i dont wanna throw it out yk
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Dance Squad
[07:14pm, Thursday]
G-Hive: amy has not responded to me
Scary: i’ll admit that’s weird
Charlese: Usually one of them will respond
Scary: gotta ask gina, do you have nothing better to do?
G-Hive: all my dates are on the weekend G-Hive: im also waiting for my tan to set
Scary: fair enough
Charlese: Do you have a date with Sam?
G-Hive: yeessss G-Hive: me and his fine ass going to some fancy place G-Hive: and yes he WILL be paying
Charlese: I assume Sasha doesn’t know??
G-Hive: pls charles im not an idiot G-Hive: ill be posting an insta story while im out
Charlese: Oh that’s perfect
Scary: you two lead lives that i just can’t relate to
Charlese: You don’t go on dates?
Scary: i go on dates Scary: only if they end in sex
G-Hive: seriously??
Scary: so many lesbians on this campus
G-Hive: why did i not know about this
Scary: keeping secrets from you is fun
G-Hive: the way im being treated tonight I stg
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DDC
[08:02pm, Thursday]
Jacob: hey g Jacob: sorry i didnt text sooner Jacob: was asleep but feeling better
G: thats cool G: as long as ur not dead G: ur mom would kill me
Jacob: lol
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Dance Squad
[08:04pm, Thursday]
G-Hive: what were the lyrics to the wizards of waverly place theme song again
Charlese: “Everything is not what it seems”?
G-Hive: exactly right charles G-Hive: exactly
Chap 1 | Chap 2 | Chap 3 | Chap 4 | Chap 5 | Chap 6 | Chap 7 | Chap 8 | Chap 9 | Chap 10
authors note: I've already said it like twenty times but I'll say it again - thank you for reading, leaving kudos, and commenting, i see you all and i love you all <3
I'm going to guess there will only be one more chapter left of this story BUT i promise i'll make it a hefty one!
#alice writes#jake peralta x amy santiago#jake peralta#amy santiago#gina linetti#rosa diaz#charles boyle#fluff#college!au#bisexual!jake peralta#brooklyn nine nine#b99#multi chap#average weekly screentime
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Well, the brat is still angry at me for Thursday apparently and is not cooperating with me in the slightest.
If you're wondering what happened on Thursday:
Since I have decided to not play after her rules anymore and lie in her favor, on Thursday all hell broke loose.
She had tennis at 3:45PM and we leave the house at 3:30 to be on time. I ask her what homework she has to do.
"I'll study with a friend later."
Not even 5 minutes later the mother is back and kid² wanders around the house without really doing anything.
Mom: "What are you doing?"
Kid: "Nothing really"
Mom: "Homework?"
Kid: "I started a bit already and was going to continue now."
(Her school bag was still standing in the hallway)
The mother looks to me and asks for confirmation.
I could've lied. Said that yes, she had already started. Alas, I've heard TikTok sounds coming from her room since after lunch and I dunno I feel like the parents do deserve to know the truth. And had I lied it could've easily backfired and I would once again be the incompetent au pair.
"She said she'll study later with a friend."
And there this girl goes and starts ranting in Italian. Saying I'm lying. Why am I lying? What I'm saying is not true. I'm making things up from morning til evening.
Luckily the mother was on my side here and didn't see a sense in why I should be lying about that. What would I personally gain? I have nothing to win and everything to lose, no matter if I say the truth or if I lie.
The mother interrogated her on history and surprise, surprise, she couldn't give satisfying answers. It was obvious she did not have the book open and studied a bit 5 minutes ago. The mother was mad and they had a small fight, which they have more often the past weeks because her grades are not the best and in general the parents are just not happy with the type of person she is right now.
Either way, on our way to her tennis practice she tried to gaslight me into believing I was in the wrong (again) and that I misheard her. "I'll start in 5 minutes and if I don't finish, I will study with my friend later." - that's what she actually said. And now because I "lied", I am responsible for another fight between mother and daughter.
I however was not having it and told her she can try and lie to somebody else but I know what I heard and I am not going to feel sorry for you and apologize. Blame me for the fight all you want but it is not my fault. You were caught up in your own lies and they backfired.
It was a terrible conversation. We were fighting. Both accusing the other of lying.
And of course this is just my, subjective point of view. She would tell this story entirely different.
I should've recorded her answer...
She told me I am the au pair who made her life the worst. No other au pair caused so many sad and angry days for her.
She's still mad now and I doubt it will change throughout these remaining 10 days.
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Never too big
A/N: Anyone up for a little throw back Thursday!? (Okay ik it’s not Thursday but so what!) Today’s fanfic will be about….OSMOSIS JONES! Oh and Tiffany’s my OC btw
Summary: Poor little Tiffany. All she wants to do is play with her big brother Ozzie. Leaving the poor girl alone with Drix, Tiff retreats to her room and plays with her own toys. I wonder how if Ozzie will give her some of his own Osmosis.
“You’re leaving? Right now?” Tiffany asked horrified of the idea of her brother leaving for work. After Osmosis, Drix, and Tiffany accidentally left Frank’s body, they moved onto Hector’s. It was a lot better then it use to be and the apartment was great. She made a lot of friends at her new school. She wouldn’t wanna live anywhere different. The only thing that bothers her, is Ozzie’s job. She loved her brother more than anything in the world, but she was not a fan of watching him leave.
Jones was finishing packing up his bag as he hoisted it on his shoulder. “Sorry Tiff. Duty calls.” Tiffany wasn’t one to give up. She wrapped her white blood cell arms around his leg like a baby monkey. “But you promised! You promised to play with me today!” It was true. Jones did promise his sister to play with her today. They haven’t had a time to themselves because of Jones’s job. It was suppose to be his day off today but he got a call from Drix, who got a call from the mayor, to come down to his office. Osmosis didn’t know what it was but he rolled his eyes and agreed.
Osmosis hated having to say goodbye to his sister. But he put in a brave face just like his father did and smiled. “Hey don’t worry. It’s not gonna be forever.” Ozzie explained gently pulling his sister off of his leg. “It’s okay Tiff. It’s only gonna be for a while. I promise.” Osmosis replied as Tiffany fought back the tears that threaten to fall off her face. “Okay.”
“Hey guess what?” Jones’s started as he bent down on one knee to match Tiffany’s level. “Drix is coming over to watch you. So you won’t be alone.” Jones replied trying to sound optimistic. Tiff rolled her eyes. “Hey come on, I thought you liked Drix.”
“I do but…” Tiffany ran out of words to say. “But…” Osmosis raised his brow waiting for his sister to finish. “I…um…”
“Osmosis Jones.” Just then, Drix walked into Jones’s apartment. “Ay there Drix, how’s it gonna man?” Ozzie rose to his feet to greet his friend. They both shook hands and smiled. “I’m sure the mayor has an important job for you.”
“Yeah right.” Jones replied realizing the mayor is still a child. He turned back to Tiffany who looked safer then before. “Hey sis, what did you wanna tell me?” He asked her but Tiff shook her head. “Nothing. Nothing at all.”
“Alright then. You know the drill Drix. Cya buddy.” With that, Osmosis walked out the door and got into his car. “Whatever it is, it better be good.”
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3 hours passed by for Tiffany as she silently waited in her room for her brother to come back. It was getting dark and she was getting worried. “Okay okay calm down. It’s okay.” She told herself. Drix told her that they always call Jones at 10:00pm. It was 9:30. Tiff looked around the room for something to play with.
She noticed her old my little pony dolls she use to play with when she was younger. She picked them up from the selves and set them on the floor of her room. “Hello Fluttershy, would you like to play with me? Why of course Pinkie Pie. We’ll eat cake and pies together.”
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The time was exactly 9:45pm. Osmosis yawned as he finally stopped the car to his apartment. “Finally Hector’s asleep.” He said as he walked to the front door of his apartment building. When he stepped in, he went to the elevator and pressed the 5th floor. From there, he found Drix just closing the door. “Oh, you’ve arrived home.” He said as Osmosis smiled sleepy. “Yeah. Where’s my sis?”
“In her room. She’s been in there all day.”
“Thank Drix. See you at work tomorrow.” He said as Drix left the building while Osmosis walked through the door. As soon as he stepped in, he heard his sister mimicking voice characters in her room. “Huh?” He said, locking the door behind him. Ozzie walked into Tiffany’s bedroom and saw her playing with her toys. “C’mon Rainbow Dash, Equestria needs our help. And so does Twilight!” Ozzie noticed that she was mimicking Pinkie Pie’s voice. Tiffany changed her voice a bit to make it sound like Rainbow Dash. “Don’t worry Pinkie, I won’t let the team down.” Tiffany swiftly swayed Rainbow Dash in the air line she was flying in her room.
Ozzie smiled at his little sister, grateful that she didn’t waste all of her time on him. He then decided to slowly creep up on her without making a sound and cover her eyes. Tiff squealed at the sudden darkness around her. “Guess who?” Tiffany giggled knowing about her silly brother. “Ozzie!” She yelled as Ozzie uncovered her eyes. Tiff reached out her arms and wrapped them around her brother’s neck. Ozzie had to watch his footing sense he almost fell over when she did that. “Hey there sis calm down. It’s alright.” He said wrapping his own arms around Tiffany. “It’s okay I’m here. See, look at this pretty face.” Tiffany looked up to see Jones stretching out his eyes really far and widening his smile to see all of his teeth. Tiff giggled again while Jones placed his sister on her bed.
Jones looked down at the little pony toys and an idea flew into his membrane. “Hey Tiff, I got a surprise for you.”
“Really!” Tiff said as she squealed with joy. “Yep, and all you gotta do is sit there and watch a presentation by yours truly.” Osmosis said as Tiffany nodded and sat on her bed cross-legged. Osmosis bent down and grabbed a few of the pony toys and shaped them into a big circle. He peak out on the edge of the bed like a ground hog peaking out of its hole. “Ready?” He asked as Tiffany gave him thumbs up. “Ready.” Changing his voice, Osmosis grabbed Pinkie Pie from the circle and held her on the edge of the bed and said, “‘Wow wi Applejack. This is one fine place for the Apple family. Ain’t it?’” Tiffany didn’t laugh because of his voices. She was laughing because he purposely got the accents wrong. Applejack was suppose to talk like a country girl, not Pinkie Pie.
Tiffany laughed at the ‘presentation’ and said, “Pinkie Pie doesn’t talk like that.”
“‘Well of course I do, where do you think I live, Sugar Cube corner?’” Tiffany laughed more as Osmosis brought out Applejack. “‘Why, I love it Pinkie! This is gonna be so much fun. I can’t wait, I can’t wait, I can’t wait!’”
Throughout the night, Osmosis entertained his sister with giggles and laughter with all of her my little pony toys. He would even add in a few sounds effects to make it more funny. Tiffany had never laughed like this in her entire life. Not even the girls at school made her laugh like this.
Soon, the play was over and Tiffany clapped for her brother. “Wahoo! Go Ozzie!” Osmosis smiled warmly at the mention of his name. He placed all of the ponies down on the floor and climbed onto Tiffany’s bed. “So, did you like the surprise?” Tiffany pounced on her brother almost making him fall over. “I loved it! Thanks Ozzie.”
“You’re welcome Lil T.” He said as he was about to hug her back but then, “Though, your voice is a little too deep for Pinkie Pie. Plus Twilight is a unicorn and she doesn’t shoot magic from her butt. And Rainbow Dash flies not digs.” As she continued to spread criticism, Osmosis rolled his eyes and wiggled his fingers into her sides. “AHAHAHAHAHAHA HEHEHEHEHEHEHEY OZZIHIHIHIHIHIHIHIEHEHEHE!”
“Excuse me, I thought I did a fabulous performance. Don’t spread any criticism around me.” Jones said as he dug deeper into Tiffany’s sides and moved one of his hands towards her stomach. “GAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA OZZHIHIHIHIHIHIHIHIHIEHEHEHEHE YOU KNOHOHOHOHOHOHOW I HAAAATE THAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAT!” Tiffany begged, trying to escape her brother’s grasp. “Tickle tickle tickle. Are you ready for a little osmosis tickle attack?!” Ozzie smirked and kiss her cheek, making the tickly attack even more ticklish. Tiffany couldn’t help but laugh and giggle in his trap and let the older white blood cell consume her with uncontrollable giggle fits.
Ozzie laughed along with her and stopped his attack. “So, how was the performance 1 out of 5?”
“Um…50!” Tiffany answered honestly as Osmosis chuckled. “That’s my little sister.” He replied as he planted a kiss on Tiffany’s head and set her inside the bed covers. “Okay, little white blood cell girly over here has to get her beauty sleep.”
“Aw, but I wanna stay up longer.”
“Would you rather move your bed time to 9:00?”
“No no. Anything but that.” Tiffany waved her hands around as Ozzie huffed. “That’s what I thought. Now hit the hay Tiff.” He said as he gave her one last kiss on her cheek again and turned off her lamp. “Wait, Ozzie! Can you…sleep with me. Please?” Tiffany asked sweetly as Ozzie nodded and closed the door. “Sure thing lil sis.” Ozzie didn’t care if he still had his work clothes on. He slumped onto the bed as Tiffany climbed on top of him and laid on his chest. “Good night Ozzie.” Tiffany said right at the moment where she fell asleep. “Good night Tiffany.” Ozzie smiled and turned off the lamp in the room.
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Riptide Day 0-1
So I wasn’t going to record my time in Ohio, just because I forgot to take pictures and we weren’t really mobile, but looking back, there were just too many memories to forget and I just really wanted to share with everyone how much fun this community is, despite the fact that we were canceled.
Most people will be referred to by their names, but I’ll introduce them with their tags first. If you see this and would like your name removed/changed, please let me know.
Also, some of this is not a perfect play-by-play because I am writing purely from memory.
Also, please note, there is degeneracy.
Thursday; September 9, 2021
Starting off the day, Kevin (The Doctor) and I had basically no sleep. We woke up at 7am PDT (read: 6:30am but too lazy to get out of bed) after getting to be around 4-5am mainly because Kevin wanted to hang out with his friends in Discord before he leaves them for the whole weekend. Me? I was just procrastinating on packing.
Joey (Big Large) texts in our group chat that we never got rid of from Emerald City that they’ll be at my place in 10 minutes with Ivan (Ivayne), because they were driving up north from Elk Grove, which is about 20 minutes south of where we live.
The plan was to drive to Robert (PotatoesAreYum)’s place and then make the two hour drive to San Jose, where we would catch our 1:45pm flight.
Why did we do this? Because our tickets were canceled for Blacklisted 6 and we couldn’t get refunds so we only had credits to work from, but apparently, Sacramento Airport did not have available flights to Ohio that were by Alaskan Airlines.
We took off, leaving Sacramento and heading to Davis. Part way through, we get a text from Robert asking how far out we were, because he had to poop, but we were 11 minutes out.
Robert, the descriptive man he is, describes that his poop was ready to crown, so he was good. I thanked him for the visual, because goddamn, I needed another one after getting a Snapchat from Joey the night before of his ass hanging out in jorts.
Robert: At least I didn’t sent a picture like Joey. But if you want a picture, I could send you one. Me: I would cancel your flight.
We end up driving south to Kevin’s brother’s house, where we tried to find a Jack in the Box that was on Google Maps. We spent about five minutes looking for it before ultimately giving up and going to a Hawaiian BBQ/Donut shop. We were just as confounded as you are probably right now. Food was OK.
Kevin’s brother insisted the Jack in the Box was there but for the life of us, we could not find it. He took us to the airport and off we went to Chicago. Yes, they played Smash at the airport, because this is what Smash players do.
They also played on the flight. Sidenote: there was this very loud cat in the aisle across from me that was meowing like crazy.
Flight from Chicago to Cleveland sucked. It was hot and cramped and they took our baggage away.
We land in Cleveland at about 11pm? Parker (Boringman [Sip Mastah]) was waiting for us at our gate because he had landed an hour before us.
We go down to Ground Transportation to reach our shuttle when I read the little red tag one of the flight attendants gave me. It said that our baggage would be given to us at the end of the flight.
... Well, we had just passed through security and going down the escalator at that point.
Well, fuck.
We run into Washington at baggage claim and I’m panicking because I have no idea if our luggage is going to pop out at baggage claim. Joey, Kevin, and I go up the escalator - the WRONG escalator and we go up a flight too much. We go back down and the airport’s just empty.
Makes sense, it’s 11pm EDT and there’s not a single worker in sight.
Robert texts us saying our luggage popped out and I hate life because the wording on the ticket, I swear, implied it wasn’t going to come out of baggage claim.
We go back down, grab our luggage, say bye to Washington, and head on our to the shuttle wait area.
There, we run into Luke (Yung Quaff) and Will (Twisty) from Massachusetts. Apparently, they had been waiting for the shuttle for over an hour and it was about 11:30pm at this point in time and we’re so tired because we’ve been travelling the whole day and there were people waiting for us to goon with.
We get to the shuttle and it’s an hour to the resort. Crying inside.
We check in and our room is on the other side of the resort from Guttey and Spencer (Mr. Watch and Learn)’s room even though they provided our confirmation number when they got their hotel room. What the hell.
Seeing everyone in that room was so amazing. I can’t remember everyone there exactly, because let me tell you, that room at one point probably had more people than it should have and we most definitely violated some kind of fire hazard.
Friday; September 10, 2021
Twisty ended up staying the night in our room because we had a two bedroom, two bathroom suite with six people. Our suite had a king bed, two queen beds, and a queen pull-out from the couch. Joey and Robert - the two largest people - stayed in the king bed. Kevin and I shared a queen. Ivan had a queen. Parker had a queen. Though I believe the first night, Parker and Ivan shared the queen (?) and Twisty stayed on the pull out.
Twisty barrel-rolled the whole night.
The bed squeaked so much it was insane. I think it only really bothered me, but that was fine because the guys needed their rest more than I did.
Spencer, the god that he is, ended up driving from Long Island to Ohio, and he offered to take us to go get some groceries for his room and us at Meijer.
It seated five, but I don’t really count as a full human size-wise, so I sat at Kevin’s feet, who was sitting in the passenger seat, underneath the dashboard, while Guttey, John (Gluteus), and Luke sat in the back.
Shoutouts to Meijer. Had a ton of awesome stuff.
A bunch of wings and thighs that probably weighed as much as a chicken itself plus 2 Liter Coke for $8.
It was all a blur, but we ended up in the Chad Room at some point - the Presidential Suite, just as crews were starting.
We end up meeting Yuko, who had a very large speaker about the size of me curled up. He ended up making an entrance and there’s a video on Twitter where you can just hear Joe (Qtip) go, “I’m scared.”
Also ran into Zoey (Frost) again. :) Haven’t seen her since she left NorCal. We ended up just talking a bit, catching up, before I think Kevin needed me to go back to our room for a Wii.
I ended up walking entirely back to our room on the other side of the hotel - next to the convention center, getting out Wii, only to find out two things:
1. We didn’t have composite cables. 2. There was no other outlet.
We ended up getting kicked out after Qtip’s team won anyway.
Can’t remember anything else, other than the goon was too hard and too real but if you would like for me to include anything that happened while I was there, let me know! :)
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Pairing: EZ Reyes x Camila (OC)
Warnings: Angel is pissed and Camila is worried
Word count: 2.8k
***Wow, my ass actually posted on Wednesday and not 3 AM on Thursday morning 😂***
“So, how’s the garden, querida?”
Camila smiled and looked up at Bishop.
“It’s doing well. Flourishing. EZ and I planted a couple of new herbs and they’re starting to sprout. I may have full pumpkins by spring.”
The president nodded with a smile, as did Tranq who sat beside him at the bar as they watched Camila prepare their cups of coffee. Tranq’s voice rumbled as he spoke next.
“EZ and Angel say its beautiful back there.”
Camila’s smile was proud as she agreed.
“Not because it’s mine, but yeah it is. You guys should come by one day. Once it gets closer to spring, everything starts growing like crazy. Sometimes too fast for just me and the boys to eat. Whenever you want, you guys can come and pick some stuff.”
The men smiled warmly as Camila handed them their cups.
“We’ll be doing that soon then.”
Grabbing their mugs, they both stood from the bar and whistled, drawing the attention of the other members. Tranq nodded his head over towards el Templo, calling them.
“Let’s go.”
The scattered Mayans all stood and started making their way over, each stopping by the bar to grab their cup of coffee and take it in with them. Soon enough everything was quiet, and Camila began cleaning up, tossing the coffee covered spoon down into the sink. The metal clattered and over it, Camila heard a soft voice.
“Can I help?”
Turning around, she saw the redhead from the other day. A good handful of inches taller than Cam, and a more slender frame as well.
“Sure. Karlene, right?”
The girl's smile was wide and her already large, green eyes were wider as she nodded, quickly starting to help Cam clear the counter.
“Yeah, that’s me. Nice to meet you, finally. I’ve heard Angel and EZ talking about you a lot. Gilly too.”
Camila laughed softly as they thought about her boys, a bashful smile on her lips as she started wiping down the counter.
“They talk a lot period. Nice to meet you too. I love your hair.”
Karlene beamed and grabbed a handful of it, looking over the color.
“It’s not my natural color. It’s usually a bright red but it’s fading. I haven’t found the motivation to touch it up. It’s so messy and time-consuming.”
Camila nodded, understanding her struggle.
“My cousin used to have her hair like that, but she was always getting the dye everywhere, so I used to do it for her. I know how much determination it takes to keep it up.”
The girls laughed together and Karlene paused, looking over Cam for a moment as she continued to clean. She liked her, Camila having been nice to her from the beginning and not treating her any different than she treated anyone else in the club. Karlene didn’t have many friends, any really, and she couldn’t help but feel like maybe Camila would be a good one to have.
“Maybe one of these days you can do it for me.”
Camila looked away from the counter and over to the sweetbutt, who suddenly rubbed at the back of her neck and started back peddling.
“You don’t have to of course. I know EZ said you’re busy with the garden and the bookstore and everything like that, so I get it if you don’t,”
“I’ll do it.”
Karlene smiled as Camila cut her off, her shoulders relaxing as she saw the warm look on Cam’s face.
“Ok, cool. Whenever you’re free, no rush or anything.”
“This Thursday will be fine.”
The girls fell quiet after that, finishing their cleaning before grabbing some juice and heading outside, waiting for the MC to finish up and for EZ to finish stocking the back room.
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“There she is.”
Camila looked away from her phone as she heard the door to the clubhouse open and the sound of Angel’s voice. She smiled immediately and stood from her seat on the steps, Angel’s arms opening for an embrace while Coco, Gilly, and EZ filed out behind him. Angel hugged her tightly, her lungs feeling a little restricted.
“I haven’t seen you in forever, Chiquita.”
Camila laughed and slipped out of his arms.
“It’s been three days, Angel.”
The group laughed as she hugged the rest of the boys before she got to EZ, last in line and wearing a grin.
“Hola, mami.”
EZ leaned down for a kiss while the others groaned and started to sit down at the outside table.
“Get a room.”
Karlene stood off to the side quietly, hands together as they hung in front of her before she waved at Camila.
“I’m gonna head back inside, sweep the floors.”
Camila turned away from EZ, her eyes following the new acquaintance who was already in the clubhouse before Camila could say anything. Looking back at EZ, she smiled and wrapped her arms around his neck. His arms instinctively wound themselves around her waist and he listened as she questioned him.
“How long has she been around?”
EZ looked back at the door and then returned his gaze to Cam.
“Like a week or so. Why?”
Shrugging, Camila looked over EZ’s hair, the length having grown a little, a slight start of a curl at the front.
“She just seems like she could use a friend.”
The Prospect nodded and maneuvered Camila’s arms off him so he could sit down beside the others, pulling her down to sit on his lap. He pulled her legs across his thighs and held his hand to her lower back, keeping her in place.
“I know she keeps more to herself. She just moved last month I think.”
Angel nodded from his seat across the way, lighting up a cigarette and speaking around it as it hung from his lips.
“Yeah, she came from Colorado or some shit. Got into trouble with an ex, had to escape him. She works over at that strip club now, you know the one with the purple walls in the bathroom and blue lights?”
When he finally lit the tip, he looked up to find everyone’s eyes on him.
“What?”
Camila laughed as she looked at him.
“You go there often?”
Angel took a drag and shook his head.
“I mean not often,”
“Just often enough to know the décor of the bathrooms.”
He lifted his middle finger up to Camila with a smirk while the rest chuckled, the laughter dying down until there were a few moments of silence while everyone enjoyed the soft breeze. It was broken by Coco.
“Thanks for the strawberries by the way. I took some to my sister. She really liked them.”
Camila smiled brightly as she looked at him, a small tilt of her head.
“I’m glad. I’ll let you know when more grow enough to be sweet. I didn’t know you had a sister.”
Coco nodded in agreement, a slight hesitation that Camila didn’t catch.
“Yeah, she’s young, still a teenager.”
“I’m sure you’re the best big brother.”
Coco didn’t respond after that, simply looking down and pulling out his own cigarette to light. In the pocket of his kutte, EZ’s phone began to vibrate and he pulled it out, eyes locking on the screen as Camila looked down at his phone. It was an innocent action. She wasn’t doing it to snoop or invade, she was just curious and looked over the screen from her angle, instinct from him pulling it out. Before he could swipe to silence the call, Camila caught those same initials again.
E.T.
She remembered them from the other day when his phone had rung as well, and her curiosity spiked some. EZ quickly stuffed the phone back into his kutte and looked up at her with a smile, his hand making its way back to the small of her back where he gently dragged his fingers back and forth. She shrugged it off then and turned away, her eyes landing on Angel now to tease him some more over his memorization of the strip club design. When she did though she found his eyes already on them, or more so on his brother, no trace of a smile there anymore. She gave a small half-smile and he quickly forced a fake one back at her, as if she didn’t know him well enough to be able to tell the difference. Try as he might to hide it, there was annoyance in his face and before she could ask if he was alright, he stood from his seat, motioning to the group.
“Let’s go. We got shit to catch up on.”
He left it and that and the two patches stood, following him through the yard to the bikes. Looking down, Camila pointed to them as they walked away.
“Don’t you have to go with them?”
EZ winced and nodded, wishing he could stay with her.
“Yeah, I do, but I’ll see you tonight when I get home ok?”
Camila’s smile soothed him some and he took a breath, grateful that she clearly hadn’t put two and two together about who was calling him. From the bikes, Coco called out.
“Come on, boy scout!”
EZ patted his hand on Camila’s bottom and she stood, as did he. She smoothed her hands over the front of his kutte and looked up at him.
“I’ll head home, start getting everything ready for dinner. What time do you think you’ll be back?”
EZ hesitated, not wanting to give a time and then be late, having her waiting up for him. The sharp whistle Angel gave to rush him made him curse and she shook his head.
“Let’s say 7?”
With a nod, Camila pushed up and left a kiss to his lips.
“See you at 7.”
EZ nodded and pulled away from her, jogging over to the bikes while Cam headed to her car. The three members were already on their bikes and strapped into the helmets when EZ got to them, Angel eyeing his baby brother.
“Was that who I think it was?”
EZ squinted in confusion and Angel scoffed.
“Don’t play dumb. On the phone.”
EZ understood then and was short in his response.
“Yeah.”
Angel nodded to himself, his displeasure clear on his face at the verification. EZ wanted to say something, try to explain but he had no time. Angel quickly started the bike, the deafening rumble ceasing any conversation. EZ sighed and quickly finished strapping his helmet before starting his own bike and pulling out behind the rest. He would talk to Angel later when they had time and privacy.
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Camila looked over at the clock again and sighed.
8:45PM
Her nerves were shot as she paced around the house. She had kept it warm until she realized that EZ was running more than just a little late. She didn’t want to overcook it and had turned it off, opting to just reheat it when EZ came home in the next half hour. However, half an hour had turned into a full hour, then an hour and a half and now here she was, one hour and forty-five minutes of waiting and he still wasn’t home. She had called him a handful of times with no response, her calls simply going to voicemail. Her texts had gone unanswered as well and she was more than worried. After EZ had opened up some about the issue with KJ, Camila knew that there had to be more to the picture than EZ was letting on. The Feds didn’t simply give someone a reduced sentence from 35 years down to 8 without there being some valuable info they could get in exchange. What that info was, Camila wasn’t sure. What she was sure of was that it could very easily be dangerous business and EZ not answering his phone was a sign for her to be worried. She took a deep breath, trying to calm herself down.
She didn’t want to jump to conclusions, but as a last resort, she figured she could try Angel. They had left together after all. Grabbing her phone from the counter, she unlocked it and clicked Angel’s name, holding the phone to her ear as it rang. He picked up on the third ring and Camila have a sigh of relief, thankful that at least he was ok.
“Hey, Cam.”
“Hey, Angel. Sorry to bother you, I was just wondering when you guys would be finishing up. EZ said he’d be home around 7 for dinner and he hasn’t called to say he’d be late. I’ve been calling and he isn’t answering, and I was just worried.”
Camila gave a breathless laugh on her side of the phone, her nerves already feeling better now that she had heard Angel’s voice. Angel, however, was less than soothed, his jaw clenching as he sat on his couch, at home, alone. They had finished up with Adelita by 7:15 and had all gone their separate ways, EZ saying he would be heading home for dinner. Where the fuck he actually was, he didn’t know, but he did have a hunch. Remembering that Camila was still on the line, he suppressed a sigh.
“Yeah, we’re finishing up now. We just ran late. I’ll make sure he gets his ass home quick.”
Camila smiled, her shoulders relaxing.
“Gracias, Angel.”
He couldn’t hide his sigh this time and responded, his teeth still gritting together some.
“You’re welcome, Chiquita.”
They said their goodbyes and then Angel was immediately dialing Felipe’s number. If EZ wasn’t with him then he would start worrying about his safety. He was almost sure he would be there though; the father and youngest son having been spending more and more quality time together, excluding Angel. While it wasn’t something new, it still stung, and Angel didn’t bother with pleasantries when his father answered the phone.
“Hola, mijo.”
“Is EZ there with you?”
There was a slight pause before Felipe verified.
“Yes, we’re at the shop.”
Angel nodded on his end, more to himself as he knew that no one would see it. He couldn’t keep the edge from his voice as he replied.
“Yeah, well tell him to check his phone and go the fuck home so he can eat the dinner his girlfriend made for him.”
Felipe winced as Angel hung up and looked over at EZ who had his brows furrowed in confusion. Felipe placed the phone down and EZ spoke.
“What’s up?”
Felipe sighed and looked at the clock, pointing to it.
“Apparently you were supposed to be home for dinner.”
EZ’s eyes followed his father’s finger to the clock on the wall and he cursed, shooting up from his chair. He quickly dug around in his pockets for his phone and came up empty.
“Fuck.”
He had left his cell out in the bike while he was inside.
“I gotta go, pop.”
Felipe nodded and the two exchanged a quick embrace before EZ was jogging out of the carniceria and hopping on his bike, forgoing the helmet to make up whatever little bit of time he could. The wheels in his head were spinning a mile a minute as he thought about how he had fucked up. The fact that Angel called means that Cam had tried him plenty of times before calling Angel when she got no response. Things between him and Angel had started to feel different lately and EZ was sure that Angel was picking up some off vibes. EZ could only hope that Angel hadn’t used this as an opportunity to throw him under the bus.
He made it to Camila’s house in record time, grabbing his phone to check the time as he walked up to her house.
9:03 PM
EZ shook his head and took a deep breath, not knowing what he was going to walk into. Angel could’ve covered for him and Camila would be only slightly irritated at him being late, or Angel could’ve said the truth and Camila would be pissed, wondering where he had been for the last two hours. As he stood at the front door, waiting as she opened the door. She was in her usual loungewear, but the frown on her face was not usually there. He sighed heavily as he saw her and began apologizing immediately, just in case.
“I’m so sorry, mi corazón. I know I said I would be here by 7 and you cooked,”
Camila shook her head, her hands reaching out to take his face in her hands.
“I was just worried. You weren’t answering and I thought…I thought something had happened.”
EZ placed his hands over hers and smiled softly.
“I’m ok, baby.”
She nodded and laid a kiss on his chest before letting him go.
“Angel said that things ran late but you would be home soon, so I started heating everything back up.”
EZ internally let out a breath of relief as she pulled away and led him into the house. He followed behind her and locked up, knowing he was going to have to do some major ass-kissing for Angel in the days following.
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Eden's Gate: Left Behind Chapter 2 - Secret Admirer
Warnings: None
Word count: 1.5k
Once again John Seed is slightly out of character (because Winchester 😂😂). Locations I added in for this series that don't exist in game because #HeacanonShit.
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Kate’s been living in Hope County for a week already, and she starts her first day at the University that same morning, taking 8 classes, and working 4-7 hours shifts at the cafè & diner on the weekends and her days off from class. Her class schedule is.
Introduction to Therapeutic Skills
Monday & Tuesdays: 8:30am-11:00am
Human Sexuality
Monday & Tuesdays: 12:15pm-3:00pm
Drugs & Behavior
Mondays & Tuesday: 3:30pm-5:45pm
Abnormal Psychology
Wednesdays: 7:15am-10:15
General Psychology
Wednesdays: 10:45am-1:30pm
Social Psychology
Wednesdays: 2:00pm-3:55pm
Adolescence
Thursdays: 8:30am-11:30am
Personality
Thursdays: 12:30pm-2:15pm
She wakes up at 6:30am, slamming her hand down on her phone trying to shut off the alarm. She forces herself to sit up, rubbing her face aggressively.
After a few minutes she gets up and takes a quick shower.
She gets dressed, grooms and eats something.
She looks at her phone for the time it's 7:21am.
She feeds Haley, she grabs all her books, and other class supplies, puts them in her backpack. Still has over an hour until her first class starts.
Looking at her work schedule, she starts her job at the cafè on Thursday from 4pm until 10pm.
Thursdays: 4:00pm-10:00pm
Fridays: 8:00am-5:00pm
Saturdays: 8:00am-5:00pm
Sundays: 9:00am-5:00pm
She goes over her class material, looking through her syllabus, modules and everything else. She checks the time, 7:32am.
"I gotta get going" she says to herself.
"Bye Hale I'll be back later" she says petting her dogs head.
She goes outside to her car, locks the front door, and drives off to the University.
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Meanwhile at the Seed ranch, John is working on his computer, paperwork, lawyer shit, and sending out threatening messages to property owners to take over their properties to expand the Project.
His mind keeps throwing him off his work. Kate keeps coming to mind, he kept thinking about her non stop even when he was asleep.
She kept interfering with his thoughts, he didn't even know her name.
Only that she drives a black 1970 Chevy Monte Carlo, he leans back in his chair, and closes his eyes. He sees her face, how she walks, how her brown eyes reflect off the sun.
He gets up from his chair and looks out a window.
"What's going on?' he asks himself, that feeling in his stomach comes back, he tries to ignore it but it won't go away.
It takes him a moment to realize that he's fallen in love with her.
How can he fall in love with someone he doesn't even know?!.
He doesn't know her name, where she lives, what she does for a living.
Is she a sinner? a nonbeliever?
Should I have her confess and atone so she can be near me!? So she can be underneath me!?. All these thoughts come flying into his mind.
He takes Joseph’s advice, he should go to her.
He goes back onto his computer, and accesses personal information about the residents of Hope County.
He goes onto some illegal public records website.
Types in “Hope County, Montana residents” and a bunch of names pop up.
Scrolling through the names. He figures, she's new, because he’s never seen her before.
He narrows it down to recent residents of Hope County, he finds Kate but it only gives him her first initial, middle initial and last name.
"K.E. Winchester?'' he mutters to himself.
Taps the keys on his keyboard, and shows an image of her house
"That house looks familiar" he tells himself.
Zooming in on the photo to see the cross streets
"Melrose and Kelley?" he asks himself.
A few hours go by. He was able to get her full address.
He wasn't able to get her first name.
All he knows is that it begins with the letter K, her middle name starts with an E, and her last name is Winchester.
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Kate is sitting in her first class
Introduction to Therapeutic Skills, listening to the professor go over their syllabus and the lecture.
She still has 2 more classes to go to that day.
*A few hours later*
Her class finishes, she walks out the building, and looks at her clock on her phone, she has a whole hour and 15 minutes until her next class begins.
So she goes back home and checks in on Haley.
As she’s walking to her car, her friends Alissa and Sarah call out for her.
“Kate!!!!” they call out. She turns to them.
“Hey!!” she responds.
“What are you doing on Friday?!” Sarah asks.
She looks around, humming incoherently.
“Nothing. Why?!” she replies.
“We’re gonna all hang out Friday night at the Whitetails” Alissa says.
“Sounds fun. Who else is gonna be there?!” Kate asks.
“Me, Alissa, Morgan, Ryan, Dylan, Kevin, Becky and a few others” Sarah answers.
Kate shrugs, and says “Yeah sure, I’ll be there. Just text me where its gonna be, and I’ll be there”
“Awesome, see you later. Bye” Alissa says, and they all go their separate ways.
Kate goes into her car, and drives back to her house.
*10 minutes later*
She pulls into the driveway and goes inside her house.
Leaving her backpack and books in the car.
When she opens the front door Haley jumps at her in excitement.
"Hey girl, I'm gonna be leaving again in 45 minutes. I'll give you more food before I leave" she tells her, petting her head.
Dropping herself on one of the chairs, turning on the TV.
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At the Seed Ranch, a desperate John looks up potential names for his mystery crush.
Klaire Winchester?. No records.
Kara Winchester?. Nope.
Kali Winchester?. Nope.
Kimberly Winchester? Nothing.
Kandace Winchester? Nothing.
Kristen Winchester?. Still nothing
Tapping the keys of his keyboard on his computer.
None of those names come up in any records.
He groans, leaning back in his chair.
Groaning somewhat frustrated.
He can't seem to figure out her name.
It's probably something simple, and he can't think of it.
He has her home address. He can probably send flowers, or something to her house.
That’s what he does, take notes fellas.
He puts in an order of roses to be sent to her house that same day, and as a bonus he puts in a card with a short but to the point message.
Time passes by relatively fast.
Kate looks at her phone's clock 11:55am.
"Shit I gotta get going!!" she says, shooting up from her seat.
As she's about to open the door.
Haley lets out a loud bark to get her attention,
"What?" she asks her.
She lets out another loud bark.
"Oh that's right, I have to feed you".
She goes into the kitchen and pours some food into her bowl.
"Okay I'll be home later" she says, petting her head.
She goes into her car and drives back to the school.
Driving the 10 minutes back to school, going to her next lecture which is in the same building as her first class that morning.
*An hour later*
Kate is in her Human Sexuality class sitting at her desk taking notes while the professor goes over the lecture and class work.
Several hours later at 5:45pm, Kate leaves her final class for the day, and walks back to her car. Throwing her stuff in, starts up the car, and drives off.
She decides to go into town and buy some stuff for dinner.
Parking her car in the same spot as before next to that gas station.
She walks to the same grocery store that's near the church.
John, who is at the church, sees her walking in the distance.
His heart literally skips a beat.
He steps outside, taking a drag of his cigarette.
"A student?" he says to himself.
Admiring her beauty as she walks by
"Kaitlyn? Kourtney? Karen? Katherine? Kara? Kathleen? Khlöe?" he whispers to himself.
Trying to guess her name.
"Math? Science? History? Law?" he continues to whisper to himself.
She looks back coincidentally, looking in his direction.
Giving him a little smile.
He smiles back while taking another drag of his cigarette.
She walks into the store, grabs a shopping basket, browsing the aisles, and grabs stuff for dinner.
John stands outside the church waiting, and hoping she walks by like she did the other day. Maybe he can say more than "Nice car" to her.
Kate pays for her stuff and goes outside.
John sees her walk out the store. and prepares to say at least more than 2 words to her.
But unfortunately God wanted him to be patient.
She doesn't walk by the church.
Walking on her side of the street.
"Damn it" John mutters to himself, disappointed he really wanted to get to know her.
Hopefully the flowers he sent made it to her house.
He leaves the church, goes to his car, driving to her house.
Hoping he beats her to her house so he can see her reaction to the flowers.
5 minutes of driving, he makes it to her house.
She hasn't made it home yet, the flowers are sitting on the front porch.
He parks his car across the street while trying to remain hidden.
A few minutes later he sees her car from up the street.
Kate pulls into her driveway, and sees something at her front door when she gets out of her car, she sees that it's a vase with 2 dozen white and red roses.
Surprised, and completely caught off guard by the unexpecting gift.
She picks it up, and sees a card on it.
"You're beautiful ❤" a smile on her face, and she goes inside her house.
A smile grows on his face just by seeing her smile.
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Later that night, John is doing lawyer stuff and gets an unexpected visit from Joseph.
“John!” he says, walking into the ranch.
He turns around, and sees his older brother.
“Yes, Joseph?” he says.
“That girl?. Did you do what I told you to do?’ he asks, his voice soft.
“I-I sent her flowers” he answers, his going soft.
Joseph nods his head, and says.
“Don’t let her slip from you John. God has plans for the both of you. She will be one of us”.
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roadtrip - part one
pairing: yoongi x reader
genre: angst, fluff, and eventually smut; high school au, friends to lovers au
warnings: mention of drugs, car accident, hospital
word count: 3k
part one - part two
A knock on the practice room door steals your attention from the sheet music in front of you. Who could it be at this hour? You think to yourself, checking the clock. It reads 8:45pm. You open the door to see the custodian.
“Oh, hi Bea. What’s up?” You were used to seeing Bea around during the evenings when you stayed in the band hall to practice. Working on various etudes and solos had consumed your evenings since you got into the French Horn studio at the Manhattan School of Music, one of the most prestigious music programs in New York.
“Is this your phone?” She hands your phone to you. “I found it on a table. It’s been ringing for the past few minutes.”
“Oh thank you.” You close the door and return to the chair in the practice room to scroll through your notifications. Oh it’s the group chat. Haven’t heard from those guys in a while. The smile that quickly spreads across your face disappears just as fast.
>>bangtan squad<< 37 unread messages
Jimin: yes i can pick u up tae. 20 mins
Tae: Can someone give me a ride????
Tae: Oh shit.
Mina: Does anyone know anything yet?? Jin??
Hoseok: on my way from tennis practice!
Jimin: i can be there in like half an hour
Ami: I'll be there as soon as possible.
Tae: what the fuck.
Okay what is going on? Why do these messages have to show up in backwards order? You finally unlock your phone and scroll back to the first message. First one in a few weeks, actually.
Jin: Yoongi was in a car crash. He's in surgery now. Meet at St. Mary's ER waiting room asap.
You don't even bother to read the rest of the messages before shoving your phone in your pocket, packing your things, and rushing out of the band hall. You feel the sting of tears in your eyes as you reach your car. You take a deep breath and wipe your eyes before speeding out of the dimly lit parking lot.
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As you run into the waiting room you wipe a few more tears from your cheeks. You immediately survey the room to find your friends. You quickly spot Jin, sitting alone. His legs bouncing up and down. The worry is written across his face. You rush over to him.
"Jin, have you heard anything?" He stands to embrace you, holding on just a little bit tighter than usual.
"No, I haven't. They won't tell me anything because I'm not family. Isn't that fucking ridiculous?" Jin sits back down. You join him, settling in for what you know will be a long night.
"Where are the Mins?" You look around the waiting room, not seeing any other familiar faces.
"They had to book a private jet back from Chicago, I'm assuming they'll be here as soon as they can. They had to call me because they were out of town for some album release party." Jin has a frustrated look on his face, you reach over and place your hand on top of his.
You have known Jin since the two of you were children. Your parents were part of the same country club. That's actually how you met Namjoon, Mina, and Yoongi too. The original five members of the Bangtan Squad. Those carefree days seem so long ago now.
Jin's phone rings and brings you back to reality.
"Hello. No they won't tell me anything. Okay, see you later." Jin put his phone back in his pocket. "That was Namjoon. He just got the messages. He can't find someone to cover his shift, so he's staying at work until 11:00."
"As if his shift at the library is so important." You can't help but roll your eyes.
"Oh... he's not at the library anymore. He found a better paying job at a cafe. Apparently he's the only barista available right now." Jin tried to stifle his laughter.
"Namjoon? Working food service? I never thought I would see the day." You smile to yourself. He never seemed the type that would get a job in the service industry.
"Well it pays a lot more than the library and since his parents cut him off -"
"His parents cut him off?!" Your jaw almost hits the floor. Namjoon's parents are commercial real estate agents and they are very well off. You can't believe they would actually do that. Namjoon and you are so close. Why didn't he tell me? "What the fuck did he do?"
"Apparently the maid found his stash and well you know how the Kims are about drugs. I'm surprised they didn't disown him completely."
"But I thought Hoseok was keeping his stash for him?" You questioned.
"Well he's been busy with Tennis so they stopped doing that about three weeks ago. God, where have you been?" Jin joked, but the truth was that you have missed out on a lot of things lately. Concert band kept you busy during the spring. Performances, competitions, and not to mention the audition for music school. You had worked tirelessly on your solo and it paid off.
"I guess I've missed a lot." The regret was evident on your face. "I miss spending time with you guys. We need to bring back Thursday night hangouts." Jin nods in agreement.
"As soon as theater rehearsals are over. Tae, Jimin, and me are booked through the end of the month." Suddenly you remember why the hang outs were cancelled. Everyone is so busy with their own activities. You try not to let the thought bring you down further.
"Remember that time when we all met at the bowling alley and Taehyung paid the guy to let him bowl while wearing his Jordans and then -" Jin says, seeing the regret flash across your face.
"And then Yoongi accidentally dropped his bowling ball on Tae's foot." You start laughing at the memory. Before long, you and Jin had gone through dozens of funny moments shared between you and the Bangtan Squad.
"What could you two possibly be laughing about?" You look up to see a very upset Mina. She looks like she had been crying on her way over here too.
"We were just... reminiscing." The smiles fade as Mina sits across from you and Jin. Without any new updates, the three of you sit making small talk as the rest of your friends start showing up.
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Jimin and Taehyung arrives shortly after Mina. They were arguing about Jimin's driving.
"Well next time you can get an Uber!" People around the waiting room were glaring at Jimin who was being very loud.
"Shut up and sit down." Jin was not having any of Jimin's whining tonight. "And your driving really is terrible." Jimin frowns and sits down next to Mina. Taehyung takes the seat next to you.
You lean your head onto Taehyung's shoulder and he gently pats your head. You and Taehyung are the most affectionate in the group. Although you could often be seen holding hands or sitting in each other's laps, your friendship never turned into anything more. He never admitted it out loud, but you're pretty sure Taehyung has a crush on either Mina or Jungkook, it’s hard to tell which. And of course you've always had a thing for Yoongi...
Hoseok arrives, his signature smile missing from his face. Thankfully he took the time to shower after his tennis practice. The next to join the group is Jungkook. He sits on the ground and pulls a deck of cards out of his backpack. "Anyone want to play a round of Go Fish?"
After an awkward pause, Hoseok finally gives Jungkook a big smile. "I'll play."
"Me too." You chime in with an eye roll and take a seat on the floor next to Jungkook. Jimin takes a seat on the floor too and the game of Go Fish quickly turns into a few rounds of poker. The somber mood of the group shifts to something a little more bearable.
"Hey where is Ami? I thought she would be here by now." Mina sends a text, probably to find out where Ami is. "She's the last one. Well besides Namjoon." You look at your phone. No notifications, but the time read 10:30pm.
"She probably found a really interesting science book and she couldn't put it down." Jimin smirked.
"No pizza for you Park Jimin." Ami laughed behind the three large pizza boxes she was carrying in. Ami... she always thinks of everything. "Why don't you grab some sodas." She motions for Jimin to go to the vending machine in the corner.
You and your friends sit huddled around Jin's phone watching old vines and eating pizza. For a moment, it's just a Thursday night hangout. Tonight it's bittersweet, but you really missed this feeling of being surrounded by your friends.
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"Did you save me any pizza? I'm starving." Namjoon walks in still wearing the green shirt and khaki pants that you assume are his new work uniform. When you see your best friend, you stand to hug him.
The smell of coffee beans is strong. He wraps his arms around you, has it really been so long since you've seen Namjoon? Has it really been that long since you talked to the person you considered to be your best friend?
"Can we talk?" Namjoon's face falls a bit when he sees the look on yours. He grabs a slice of pizza and the two of you step outside the ER waiting room so you can get some fresh air.
You breathe in the smell of incoming rain clouds before breaking the silence. "So you're a barista now?" You look over at Namjoon, who is already finishing off the pizza.
"Yeah I guess... Did Jin... Did he tell you the whole story?" You nod in response to his question.
"Why didn't you tell me?" Your brows furrow. "I could have -"
"You could have what? As soon as my parents saw that bag of weed it was over for me." He interrupted you, but he was right. You wouldn't have been able to help him. "But you're right. I should have told you, I'm sorry."
After another beat of silence you ask the question that's been on your mind all night. "How did this happen, Joonie?" Suddenly you feel your eyes filling with tears again, but not for Yoongi this time. At least not only for Yoongi. "Are we growing apart?"
You feel Namjoon's arms wrap around you again. You hide by burying your face in his mocha scented shirt.
"This is what happens. We're all busy with different things and soon we'll be going to college and I mean... this is what happens when you grow up." These words sting coming from your friend. You struggle to find your breath, feeling an anxiety attack coming on.
"So we grow up. Grow apart. Then maybe see each other once a year until we take turns speaking each other's funerals?" Your voice catches on the last word.
"Don't say that!" Namjoon responds harshly. In your gut, you both know Yoongi will be okay, but the uncertainty still hung in the air. You feel Namjoon's hands quickly grab yours and place them on top of your head. "Just breathe for a second. In and out." Namjoon slows his breathing so you can follow suit. He has always been good at helping you get through anxiety attacks. After a few moments your breathing returns to normal and you dry your tears. Your red eyes meet Namjoon's and he pulls you in for another hug.
"Y/N," He slowly pulls away from the hug. "You've been really distant lately. I know you've been working on music and stuff, but I thought it was your way of accepting that things were changing. I mean we're all heading in different directions in the fall, but that doesn't mean things will have to change that much, right? Not if we don't want them to." The hopefulness in his voice makes you feel a little better.
"I guess I was trying not to think about it too much." Things will be different when we graduate. You think quietly to yourself for a moment. Things are already different. You look through large windows into the waiting room and see your friends sitting together.
"Hey. Let's try to enjoy it while we can and we can cross the bridges as they come." You look back at your friend, smiling down at you, dimples showing. You nod in response and the two of you return to the waiting room and join the rest of your friends.
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Eventually the nine of you begin to fall asleep in the waiting room. The Mins had still not arrived so there was no news about Yoongi. Jimin snores quietly while leaning on Mina's shoulder. Mina's head is tilted back against the wall, her mouth hanging open. Ami's head rests against her hand. Taehyung is laid out on the floor, Jungkook and Hoseok using him as a pillow. Jin rests his head on Namjoon's shoulder. You sit in front of Namjoon on the floor, resting your head in his lap. The nine of you tangled up together unable to stay awake any longer.
This is how the Mins found you all, sleeping in the waiting room. Around 3:00am, they finally made it in. Mr. Min pauses when he sees the group of his son's friends. He hasn't seen you all together like this in months. He quickly snaps a picture before coming to wake you.
"Hey, guys." You jolt awake when you hear the familiar voice of Mr. Min. "Yoongi is gonna be okay. He's in a recovery room, if you'd like to move in there. He probably won't be awake for several hours, but I know he'd love to see you when he wakes up."
The nine of you cram into an elevator with the Mins. Pizza breath and body odor fill the enclosed space. You all try to quietly follow the Mins down the silent hallway to the hospital room. You take a deep breath before you enter the room that the Mins stop at. When you see him, your heart drops.
Yoongi laid in the hospital bed. His already thin frame looks so weak. His pale complexion was spotted with cuts and bruises. A couple of bags were hanging, attached to the IV in his arm. You feel a wave of sadness as tears rise up again, until you hear the heart monitor. The proof that his heart is beating gives you the ability to swallow back the tears.
The Mins take the seats next to Yoongi. You wanted desperately to grab his hand and wait for the smile to return to his face. But you take a spot on the small couch in the back of the room. Sitting next to Taehyung, you watch as your friends settle back in for part two of this impromptu slumber party.
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You wake up to the sound of the Mins arguing in the hallway. Mr. Min decided he needed to go to his office, but Mrs. Min wanted to go home to shower, but she insisted one of them stay with Yoongi. You took this as your chance to sit next to him. You pull the chair so close to the bed that your knees are touching it. You grab Yoongi's hand with both of yours and lean in to get a closer look at him.
His cheeks seemed sunken in and there was a deep cut on his left cheek that would surely turn into a permanent scar. The soft features you had once been so familiar with seemed foreign. It had been over a month since you even talked to Yoongi. The guilt was rising in your throat and a few tears escape down your cheeks.
"I won't let us grow apart anymore, Yoongi. I promise." You notice the clock reads 5:00am before you lay your head on the thin mattress and fall back asleep.
Only a few hours later, the sun begins to pour into the hospital room. You open your eyes and see most of your friends are still sound asleep. Jungkook was leaning against the door frame eating a protein bar. He smiles over at you when he sees you lift your head.
"Do you want one?" Jungkook whispers to you, moving closer to Yoongi's hospital bed. You shake your head in response.
"Uhm, did the Mins leave?" You ask, looking around the room once more. Jungkook shrugs, still trying to be quiet. You give him a small nod before turning your attention back to Yoongi. He hadn't changed in the few hours you slept.
"Good morning, I'm here to check on Mr. Min's vitals." The nurse walks in with a clipboard. She goes to the side of and looks at the bag connected to the IV. Taking some notes, she walks over to the side of the bed that you're on. You realize you're in her way and unlink your fingers from Yoongi's.
You take this opportunity to stretch your legs. You pace around the room while the nurse finishes taking her notes.
"When will he be waking up?" You question her as she moves to leave the room.
"Could be any minute now. His vitals look good."
You make your way back over to the side of the bed. You lace your fingers back in with Yoongi's. The noise from the nurse and movement of your hand must have woken him, because a few moments later you feel his hand tighten around yours. You quickly look up to his face just in time to see him try to open his eyes.
"Yoongi. Hey." You couldn't help the smile that spreads across your face. He blinks a few times and looks over at you. He seems confused. He looks around the room and closes his eyes again. He swallows hard.
"Y/N? What's going on?" His raspy voice is soft.
"Kook call the nurse." You look over at Jungkook. He quickly leaves. "Yoongi, uhm, how do you feel?"
He opened his eyes again, surveying the room before his eyes landed back on you. He tries to give you a weak smile before closing his eyes again. "I'm in a lot of pain, but... I'm alive." He squeezes your hand, bringing another smile to your face. "What is everyone doing here? And uhm, do my parents know I'm here?"
"Your parents stepped out to shower and change clothes. They were here all night." That's mostly the truth. You think to yourself. "Yoongi, as soon as we heard about the accident we all came rushing here. We love you." You give his hand a little squeeze back.
The nurse came back in and explained a few things to Yoongi. You had to let go of him again so she could run a few more tests. The tests cause everyone to wake up. They are happy to see Yoongi awake. The hospital room was quickly filling with the happy chatter and smiling faces your friends.
Friends that you weren't willing to give up just yet.
Author's Note: Hey thanks for reading! This is my very first fan fic, so I hope you enjoy reading it. I would really appreciate any feed back you have for me. I've written two other parts and I've got the general plot planned out. I'm hoping to do weekly updates!
I’m new to the community here, so let’s be friends! I’m an avid bts fan fic reader and I would love to see what you’re working on too!
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If you don't want to read this whole thing, I've provided the audio reading of it. I suggest giving it a listen, it adds a whole different and more unsettling mood
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I’d like to share with you all an incident that actually happened in my little home town. When it first happened, I was pretty young, so I just picked up bits and pieces from hearing adults talk. But that was rare. It’s like they thought, whatever happened, there was something in it that had to be shameful. It always scared the heck out of me when they did whisper about it. Now, after what happened here and knowing more, it’s even scarier.
For me, it started when I was nearly ending my shift at the clinic one night. It was a gloomy evening. We’d had a hunting accident earlier, but otherwise it was quiet. Mitch Lemieux, this guy who owns a garage on Cartier Blvd, five-time arm-wrestling champ down at the Caribou bar, comes in panicking, looks spooked out of his mind. Never seen him so much as flinch before that. So I’m expecting some serious carnage.
He’s shouting for help, so I call two EMTs to go out with him. They come back with a half-naked girl. Her clothes are torn to ribbons and what’s left of them is soiled. She has cuts, bruises, and like pond scum or something over her. She has this deadness in her eyes like nothing I’ve ever seen.
They get her in a blanket, a stretcher and take her away. Everyone in the waiting room is standing now and the only sound is Mitch panting. Because everyone knew that girl was Chantal Norman. The same Chantal who’s been missing for twelve years.
Since then, I’ve found out a lot more details about her disappearance. I had to. I got specifics wherever possible. I’m going to lay them out here.
The Girls Who Went Away
I may have heard more talk than some as a kid because my big sister, Virginia, was friends with Chantal and the other two, Jenna and Lise. She was supposed to hang out with them one weekend. I remember she was talking about it all week. I guess Chantal’s parents were out of town, so she was excited.
When Thursday came around, she starts saying she doesn’t feel like going anymore. My Mom questions her, asks if she’s had a fight with the girls, that sort of thing. Even if she’s pregnant. Virginia got upset and left the table, saying, “You don’t understand.”
By Saturday, she was starting to cry all the time for no good reason. She finally told my parents she knew something bad was going to happen that weekend. “They’re going to die, Mom!” she said. That sticks in my memory like it was yesterday. She was so certain it gave me chills. But nobody believed her.
On Monday, Virginia came home from school hyperventilating. My Mom could hardly get a word out of her. When she did, it was, “They’re gone!”
Soon the story was all the town could talk about. The three girls disappeared that Saturday night. Had Virginia gone, she would’ve been the fourth.
The night of the disappearance, Maestro’s Pizza had a call from Chantal’s phone at 8:47pm for pizza. The driver recorded the delivery at 9:20pm. He said the girls looked ok when he delivered the pizza. All three were at the door. He said it seemed like one of them kept looking behind her, like someone else was there. He couldn’t see anyone.
A receipt from a nearby liquor store was timestamped 9:39pm. The clerk recalls only seeing Jenna and Lise. (Chantal was not yet 18, so that may have been why.) They did not seem distressed to him, although one kept checking her watch.
At 10:14pm and 10:17pm, two calls were found in Chantal’s phone records. Neither call was local. One was to a law office three-hundred miles away. The recorded voicemail was one minute and sixteen seconds of breathing. The second call was to a residence on Prince Edward Island. The woman who answered the phone said the caller asked, “Is he there?” and hung up before she could get clarification. She’d never heard of Chantal and had no idea why Chantal would be calling her. The law office said the same.
That was the last confirmed time anyone heard from Chantal, Jenna, and Lise.
At 11:29pm a 911 call was placed from an unknown phone. A woman is heard whispering, “Send someone, please.” And when the dispatcher asks where, she says, “We don’t know” and the call drops. None of the girls’ parents could say it was their daughter. It may have been a coincidence.
The next day, after not being able to reach her daughter or Chantal, Lise’s mother calls for a wellness check. At 5:45pm on Sunday, police arrive. Chantal’s home is locked up. No signs of a break-in or a struggle. The alarm system was in ‘Home’ mode. The cars were still parked outside. The girls’ phones had been left on the table, one was even left charging. Nothing had been stolen. Slices of pizza were out on the coffee table, partially eaten. Half-drunk drinks were beside the plates.
It’s like they’d just been in the middle of having a good time, drinking, listening to music, when they suddenly dropped everything and ran off. It’s not even clear how they locked up, because the house keys were found on the kitchen counter.
Nobody could understand it. But there was a bad feeling about the whole thing. Even the cops say they felt “dread” when they approached the home. They felt what Virginia had felt before: that something terrible happened.
The usual events that surround missing girls followed. Much of the community helped search surrounding wooded areas. Signs were put up everywhere, all the way to Montreal. It must’ve cost a ton. The bay was searched and a body was found. It turned out to be someone else. In fact, I believe that body was never positively identified.
Police questioned everyone who knew the girls. Family, friends, neighbors. Nobody saw anything, heard anything particularly suspicious. They questioned Virginia a few times about why she didn’t spend the weekend with them as planned and why she wasn’t helping with the searches. To the latter, she said, “It’s too late.”
The Case Gets Stranger
That’s when the weird stuff started to come out. I think every case that’s low on leads like this is going to have some degree of strange tips that go nowhere. But these strange tips went somewhere. This is the stuff that made people not so keen to talk about it.
The first strange report was from an old man, an ex-cop, in a town an hour away. The night the girls disappeared, he was having trouble sleeping. This was around 1 am, he says. While he’s taking a leak, he thinks he hears someone in his yard. It sounded like it might’ve been giggling. Figuring it was kids, he ran out with a bat just to scare them. When he got to his backyard, which backs up to the tree line, he saw three girls holding hands and running single file into the woods.
He ran after them, because there’s a lot of woods back there. He was afraid they’d get lost or hurt. When he got to the woods, he couldn’t find them. They were just gone. He felt stupid about the whole thing, so he kept it to himself. Until he heard three girls had gone missing.
A search was conducted in the area, dogs brought in, but nothing was ever found to say the girls were actually there. It creeps me out thinking about it, because, if it was them, why would they be there? It’s a long walk from Chantal’s home to this town. Why would they walk all that way to wander into the woods?
Chantal’s parents were questioned repeatedly if they’d received demands. Someone said they’d seen Chantal’s father meeting with some men in black suits the week before the girls disappeared. They were getting into a black car when he’d been spotted. Chantal’s dad was a roofing contractor, so top secret meetings wouldn’t have been his thing. He denied it at first. Later he said they were hardware salesmen. So why’d he start by lying? What hardware salesmen act like that?
It didn’t help their case that Chantal’s mother believed the girls were dead. She said it was because of something that happened while she was out of town. At the hotel where she was staying, three birds got into the lobby the same night the girls disappeared. Staff got a 40 foot ladder to get the birds down, but when they got up there, the birds were nowhere to be seen. “Why exactly three birds? That was their spirits. They’re with God now.” That’s what she used to tell people.
I guess that brought her comfort. Someone told Virginia about it once and she said, “They’re nowhere near God…”
Some people shared that opinion because, when police went through their search history, there was a lot of odd stuff you wouldn’t expect popular, cheerleader types to be into. There was a lot of occulty stuff and conspiracy theories. One weird search phrase stood out on the report, “can a TV signal make you do things” and variants on it. The last item in Chantal’s history, at 10:01pm, was for a mountain cottage in Arkansas.
They were in contact with someone with the handle ThePrince. Not many details of those interactions came out. I heard from someone in the police department that he was telling them to do things. There was only one of those he felt he could tell me: this guy had asked them to do something to Virginia. He wanted them to bring her out to this old woodshed back behind the yellow house on Nelson Rd. That was supposed to happen the night they disappeared. “Think about it,” he told me. “What do you think would’ve happened to your sister if she went that night? What would’ve happened?” His look told me this was something that kept him up at night thinking about it. I know the feeling.
They were never able to track down who this ThePrince was, from what I understand. Efforts to contact him online failed.
One of their mutual friends heard Chantal talking about some guy named ‘Vincenzo.’ How Vincenzo knew everything and told them things nobody’s supposed to know. She said Chantal told her Vincenzo took them out to a secret place. Another friend said while sitting with some other friends he saw Chantal talking on her phone at school. She was talking for five minutes or so. She came back and said it was Vincenzo. But everyone at the table swore she didn’t even have a phone in her hand. She was just facing the wall, talking. Whether real or made up, Vincenzo was another dead end.
And there were sightings of the girls everywhere. Sometimes locally, but some claims came from as far as Vancouver and even Australia. Sometimes in the woods, sometimes walking along the street, at the beach. Someone said he was sure it was Chantal who begged him for money in Toronto. Someone else said they saw the girls along the street on a vacation to Mexico. She said the girls retreated into the crowd when she called to them. “Why would they run away like that?” she asked.
Maybe the strangest was a guy who could point to some photos he and his wife had taken at a party. In the background, two girls and part of a third that looked just like them. The thing is, the photos were at a watch party for the fall of the Berlin Wall. The girls were infants at the time those pictures had been taken.
There was a lot mysterious about this case. Why’d they disappear? How’d they get where they were going? Was someone else involved? Where’d they go? Were they dead? The odds of them still being alive were extremely low. Nobody believed we’d ever see them again. With the reappearance of Chantal, the question now was: Where have they been for the past twelve years? And where are the others?
Chantal
Mitch told me, officers, everyone who’d listen, how he found her. He’d been out on his own land—his father’s land, technically, acres and acres of it going way back into the woods—hunting deer. He was up in his stand, way back there, having a few beers. He saw some movement far off in the trees. He was ready to take a shot, but something made him hold on. Just the way it’s moving. Too slow and unsteady for a deer, even a wounded one. It’s a sickly walk. He keeps watching as it comes closer. It’s a person, he’s sure. He’d normally be furious someone was trespassing. But this is too weird. She’s slowly walking straight toward the tree where his stand is and he can now see it’s this half-naked, beaten girl.
“Wherever she’s been, I don’t ever wanna go there,” he told me that night. Sent a shudder right through me. He reeked of something, like a scorched tar smell. And all I could think was that she’d been to hell and back.
The ER docs concluded she was physically ok. She needed food and warmth, but otherwise just bruised up. What she needed was psychological evaluation.
Whatever peace and quiet she had in her room ended quick. Police arrived to question her, her parents (now divorced) were called, and they all wanted to know where she’d been, if she was ok. She still had that dazed, mindless look, even with her mother caressing her.
When she finally spoke, she gave an address. They tried to get her to say more, but that’s all she’d tell them. Just the address. It was a local one, on the other side of town past the old drive-in. Not many people live out that way anymore.
Police sent someone to the address immediately, hoping the other girls would be there. I found out from a friend that they had trouble finding it because the yard was so overgrown that the house number was covered. The house itself was sagging, a rotten old house with busted out windows.
Two cops were checking it out and even with two of them, both armed, the place made them nervous. They go inside and find an old mattress and a bunch of dolls on the floor. They heard a thudding sound from upstairs. One of them went up to check it out, while the other looked around downstairs.
The one upstairs went room to room looking for the source of the noise. He comes to one room where he sees the window shutters are open. He thinks he’s seen this in the movies before: it’s just the wind. What next, a cat jumps out? So he goes and closes the shutters. Then it occurs to him. There isn’t any wind.
He searches the upstairs and finds no-one there. He runs downstairs and asks his partner if he’s seen anyone. He hasn’t. He’s been flipping through a book he found. It’s a book about the Nazis with polaroids of children between the pages. They decide to get out of the creepy place and come back in daylight. On the way out, they both notice the back door’s been opened. They were sure it was shut when they’d arrived.
Investigators looked all over the property the next few days. One of the upstairs rooms has a lot of bloodstains. They’re tested and come back inconclusive. The polaroids are reviewed, but no-one recognizes the children. There wasn’t even a hint that Chantal or the others had been in that house. They can’t figure out why Chantal was so fixated on that address.
The owner of the house, according to records, made the purchase in 1974. Nobody in town had ever seen or heard of this person. More, as far as police could determine, this person didn’t exist. Others still living in the area say they’ve seen vehicles at the home before, years back. Never the same vehicle twice. But they never met anyone.
Hospital staff left Chantal’s mother stay with her the rest of the night. She didn’t want to leave her side. She was afraid of losing her again, perhaps. One of the nurses heard her mother asking her, “Where were you all that time, Chantal?” and saying things like, “You don’t look a day older.” And Chantal said, “I wasn’t anywhere.”
Technically my shift was over, but with what happened, I stayed on to help. And I was nosey. I didn’t try to go visit Chantal. I never really knew my sister’s friends. So I was surprised when I heard Chantal wanted to see me. I figured it would have to do with Virginia and I was right. She asked me if Virginia could come see her.
I just imagined how much she missed her friends and family after all this time, so I was quick to promise I’d try my best. Virginia had left town eleven years ago. She rarely even called. Something about the incident changed her. But I had her number, of course, so I called and told her everything that happened.
Up to, “She’s been asking to see you, V. Maybe she’ll tell you more.”
I was sure she would say she’s hopping on a plane. Instead, she said, “Chantal is dead. They’re all dead. They’ve been dead all this time.”
I said, “V, I was looking right at her. She spoke to me. She’s on an IV drip. She’s alive.”
“I don’t know who or what that is. All I know is if I come home, I’ll never be seen again.”
And she hung up. I called back a few times. She wouldn’t answer. My parents couldn’t believe it. She wouldn’t answer for them either. I couldn’t go face Chantal with that news, so I just went home.
I spent the night beating myself up about it. I could hardly sleep. Around 3am I heard faint knocking on my front door. All sorts of ideas went through my mind. What if Virginia decided to fly in after all?
Before I could go to the door to look, my phone rang. It was Virginia. I answered and asked right away if that was her at the front door. She told me she had a bad feeling and woke up in tears, sure something had happened to me.
“Don’t answer the door,” she said. “Please.”
I didn’t. I heard the knock again and I didn’t answer. V and I weren’t close. But I trusted her. I spent the rest of the night hiding in my own home, because she really freaked the shit out of me.
I found out the next day that Chantal had gotten out of her bed during the night, around 2:45am, while her mother slept. Hospital cameras show her walking out calmly, nobody notices. And just like that, she disappeared again. Nobody’s seen her since. No idea where she went after leaving the hospital, and still no idea where she’d been for the past twelve years. There’ve been searches, but I’m sure it’ll be all dead ends again.
#scary stories#reddit#this literally scared the shit oit of me the first time I heard it#its so good
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don’t go; it’s a mighty long fall
2 out of ??
Genre: fluff/angst/school ..
Seems like it’s going to turn out to be a hyunjin ff but we’ll see
WARNING: some mature themes
| the start of part two |
"Hey Alice, can we sit with you?"
The words echoed in my head and I just stared at Hyunjin as he inquired. The four boys just blinked awkwardly, and I realized they were waiting for an answer. "Sorry, no. I kind of want to stay alone." I kind of glanced away from Hyunjin, and my eyes caught Changbin’s, he was looking at me intently, a wondering expression on his face. The sound of chairs moving disrupted my thoughts, the guys had sat down, Hyunjin on one side of me, Changbin on the other. "I thought I told you no." "You did, but I don't really care." Hyunjin chuckled, pulling out a bento box containing his lunch. I clenched my jaw, my nails digging into the palms of my hands. Please get me through this. I glanced up around the cafeteria and my eyes unwillingly landed on the biggest asshole and reputable fuckboy, in the school, Lio. Lio raised his eyebrows, and winked at me. Turning back to his friends with a sly smile. I could feel my cheeks getting red. This is exactly why I don't hang out with people, I hate attention. Especially from someone like Lio. "Who's he?" Someones voice made me jump. Chan was looking at me questioningly. "Uh, just some fuckboy. He has a big reputation and basically owns the school." "Seems like a fun guy." Jisung scoffed. I couldn't tell if he was being sarcastic or not. I sat with my arms close by my sides, nibbling on my sandwich. I don't like eating with people watching me, it makes my anxiety spike. After a while, I couldn't take it anymore, my skin felt like it was on fire and my hands were trembling. It wasn't like the boys were talking about weird stuff, they were talking about normal boy things, but I just couldn't take being around that many people anymore. I slid my chair back and walked out, not noticing I forgot my book.
By the end of the day I was drained, that lunch took a lot of energy out of me. It was the end of the day, and I was heading to the bus when Chan suddenly called out to me, "Alice! Want a ride?" I shook my head no, and gave a weak smile. I lived alone at the moment, my parents were working out of the city and my siblings were all older and moved out. Chan nodded and turned away. I watched him as he went and eventually I saw him and the 3 others driving away in a large, fancy, SUV. I walked down the steps and saw a familiar group of boys, Lio and his friends. I passed a cloud of vape smoke and shook my head slightly. We get it, you vape. "I'm gonna ask-" "Dude she's boring, she doesn't party-" "I'ma change that." I tried to ignore it but before I could even get down the last step, Lio's caramel raspy voice called out to me. "Hey, it's Alice, right?" I glanced back at him, nodding softly. "There's a party tomorrow after school. You should come." The way he said it made me realize, he wasn't asking, he was telling; if there was one thing I knew not to do, it was not to piss of Lio Drew. I hated that it was a short week and there was no school Wednesday, Thursday or Friday. I've never been to a party, and I knew Lio and his friends were all 18, but I was 17 so I didn't expect to do much. "I guess... yeah sure." I started walking away and overheard again. "Damn you did it bro." "I did, and I'm gonna have a good time tomorrow night." I shook my head, What have I gotten myself into.
MESSAGE RECEIVED 8:45PM
[Changbin] hey a, how was ur day?
[Me] iffy.
[Changbin] iFFy IFFy yEaH YEaH iFFy IffY YeAh
[Me] I JUSt ChokED On An ICeCuBe LMAO
[Changbin] i gotta go, but have a good night! there's a party on tuesday, u coming?
[Me] ahh, nah probably not. gn though
[Changbin] :(
Even the guys are going? Wow. That's just perfect.
I was just about to go to sleep when my phone buzzed off, it was an Instagram notification.
LIO_REAL Followed you
LIO_REAL Sent you a Direct Message
OPEN MESSAGE?
YES/NO
(LIO_REAL)
hey there ce, i hope you can make it, the parties at 10, here's the address
xxx-xx AVE.
I closed my phone, oh god, now I have the biggest fuckboy in the school following me, and he gave me a nickname. This is wonderful. The clock beside my table read 9:24 PM and I finally was able to go to sleep.
The next day I was ready early, just wearing black jeans with slits in the knees, and a tighter than usually fitting maroon tee shirt. Because of this, I was able to catch an early bus. When I arrived, much to my surprise, Changbin and the others were there sitting out front. Changbin looked pretty good I begrudgingly have to admit. Hyunjin too. They looked like they walked right out of a music video. I attempted to sneak by, but Jisungs voice rang out across the quiet morning air. "Alice!" I turned to him and plastered a smile on my face. Damn how I loved his mullet. I walked over to them, sitting on one of the steps. "So," started Chan, "I heard Lio Drew invited you to his party tonight." Both Hyunjin and Changbin looked up at me in shock. I shrugged, looking down. "I guess you could say that... I might not go. I haven't decided yet." Chan raised his eyebrows questioningly, he may have just transferred here but even he knows that when Lio Drew invites you somewhere, you don't say no. I nodded slowly, standing up as it got closer to the bell for first period. "I'm going to go, I have to go to art." Hyunjin jumped up, "we're both going there. I'll come with you." I was about to refuse his company, but something about how genuine his smile was made me grin and nod, "Okay." The whole way to class he was rambling about how his friends and him are making music and how back in Korea his family was moving, and just random things. I was feeling anxious for some reason, and everything he said just went in one ear, out the other. "Alice, can I get your Snapchat and maybe give it to the guys?" I paused for a moment... "Um well I guess so." After I gave him my Snap we continued walking, and as we turned the corner, Lio and his friends were laughing and walking down the hall towards us. Lio saw me, and stared me down, a smirk on his face. He glanced at Hyunjin on the other side of me, who was adorably oblivious. As he passed, his hand sneakily reached out and grabbed my ass. I gasped, turning to face him but he was already rounding the corner. I could feel my entire body burning and I started to tremble. What the fuck. No one has ever bothered me until I started hanging out with Hyunjin and them. Lio has never even spared me a glance. This is all their fault, It's Changbin's fault.
LIO_REAL Sent you a Direct Message
OPEN MESSAGE?
YES/NO
(LIO_REAL)
sorry bout that ;) my hand slipped. you better still be coming tonight, or i'll bother u more, luv.
I just stared at the message. I should have ignored them better... Hyunjin just looked at me. "Are you alright? Did he say something?" I felt terrible. Sick to my stomach. I just stared Hyunjin dead in the eyes, and walked away. I've never skipped before, but I couldn't handle being around him for two classes. I went to the lunchroom, sitting by the windows rather than my usual spot. My brain not fully comprehending that that was right beside where Lio and his friends usually sit.
[Changbin] im bored :( meet up with mee
[Me] im in class, not today
[Changbin] nO, nOt toDAYyy, nOnO noT toDaY
[Me] lol.
I continued to sit, staring outside, and before I knew it I had fallen asleep. I slept for two class periods, each class 80 minutes long, and I finally woke up right as the lunch bell rang. When people started arriving, I didn't even turn to watch. Until Lio's voice interrupted my train of thought. "Well. Isn't this a surprise!" I spun around and found him sitting at the table behind me, his teeth biting down seductively on his lip. I slipped off the stool in an attempt to leave, but his foot swung out, blocking my way. "Stay." He said simply. Kicking out one of his less important henchmen. "Sit." I could feel eyes on me and I had no choice but to obey. It was obey, or become the victim of abuse from everyone in school. Lio eyed me up and down and waited till I sat down. I glanced to the door and saw Hyunjin walk in, followed by Chan, Jisung and lastly, Changbin. They paused and looked at me sitting with Lio, surprised. Chan was looking at Lio with a frown. Lio noticed that look and proceeded to lean across the table. Before I knew it, his lips were next to my ear and he whispered, "I'm excited for tonight baby-girl." I felt repulsed. I slammed my chair back, grabbed my bag, and walked out. Fuck this school. Fuck Lio.
At 10:00 PM I was laying in my bed watching YouTube, when my phone buzzed. It was a snap from Hyunjin,
I let out an awkward squeak, holy shit he's so pretty. I was about to respond when I suddenly got an Instagram notification...
LIO_REAL Sent you a Direct Message
OPEN MESSAGE?
YES/NO
(LIO_REAL)
where are you.
(OKAYALICE)
im not coming, lio.
(LIO_REAL)
if u dont come, im gonna fucking ruin the rest of senior year for you. i swear on it.
I stared down at my phone, my heart racing. Is this not blackmail? I glanced out the outfit I had previously put on my bed, and I groaned. "Well. Fuck it." I looked at myself in the mirror. I was wearing a decently tight, short, black, skirt and a silver crop top that just covered my belly button. My outfit wasn't complete until I put on my converse. My makeup was different than usual. I was wearing dark red lipstick and I had eyeliner on. I checked the clock. 10:45 PM. Well, fashionably late I guess.
When I arrived outside the house, I could feel the ground booming from the music and I was surprised it hadn't gotten shut down yet. I started walking up the driveway. Already seeing wasted teenagers. It wasn't much better inside. People were everywhere, making out, drinking, smoking, dancing. I thought to myself,
maybe this was a mistake.
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Chapter 1
Monday, January 5th 2015, 8:30am Noordeinde Palace, The Hague, Netherlands
Her Royal Highness, The Princess of Orange will be representing His Majesty King Willem-Alexander for the Royal tour this year.
The Princess of Orange will be touring the United Kingdom for 14 days.
The Princess of Orange is excited to spend time with her Godmother, Her Majesty Queen Elizabeth II.
The Princess of Orange will be staying at Buckingham Palace during her stay in London, Balmoral Castle when in Scotland and Hillsborough Castle in Northern Ireland.
The Princess of Orange will be posting on her royal highness' official twitter and instagram page before and during her tour.
"I think that should do it." Princess Arabella said as she finish reading the subsequent tweets that announce this year's royal tour. "Thank you Adam." she thanked her press secretary for the announcement. "Hopefully we'll get some positive responses." Turning to her private secretary, Jane, "Let's start our itinerary for the trip shall we? Please take out the catalogue as well, we need to see which jewellery to bring."
"To start off, the royal tour will kick start in March 11th and it will end on the 25th. You'll be greeted by the Prime Minister, David Cameron at the Tarmac along with the press and a few members of the public. You'll have a 15 minutes walkabout and then you'll be having lunch with the Queen and her family. After lunch is free and that night you'll have a state dinner at Buckingham Palace." Jane said the itinerary for the first day.
"Yes, I will be wearing the Rose Cut Diamond Bandeau for the state dinner, but bring the Laurel Wreath Tiara as well for back up. Make sure Eva pick a selection of dress and outfits to wear for the trip by Wednesday if possible. I want to be able to choose and pack asap."
"Yes your highness. I will also forward the tiaras selection as well as the outfits once its finalised to Julia so she can plan the makeup and hair." Jane said as she wrote it down in her tablet.
"We have been liaising with Her Majesty The Queen's security details as well as Scotland Yard to go over the security measures. Everything is on track and if anything were so to happen, you will be escorted to a bunker nearest to your location. All locations you are to visit or go have been checked out and will be checked out again nearer to the day. Every possible exit and entry has been thought out and barricades will be made once you’re there. MI-5 and MI-6 agents will be spread out undercover when you're outdoors and all personnel's have been checked." Arabella’s head of security Finn reported.
Two hours later and the meeting was finally over. They’ve gone through so many scenarios and finalize their schedules so that all that's left to do is to actually go on the tour. Standing up, Arabella said her thanks to everyone and walked back to her office. Once she entered the office, she took a deep breath and sat down on her really comfortable chair.
While checking on her emails and her charities, someone knocked on her office door once before opening it. It was a custom to do that here, whenever a royal member was in a room, closed door or not, the staff will knock once before entering the room. It was a sign as respect and it was easier without her having to say come in all the time.
Her butler, Pieter, who goes everywhere with her, stepped into the room and announce one of her ladies in waiting with a bow. "Ms. Sara your highness." With another bow, he exited the room. It was tradition that whoever visited her, or wanted to speak with her, they would be announced first by her footman or as you can say, butler. That's why Pieter, the fifty something year old man, have worked with her for years, since she was eighteen and took up more royal duties.
"Your Royal Highness" Sara spoke with a small curtsy. Once she have straightened up, she came closer to where Arabella was sitting and gave her a document of papers. On that document were her day to day activities for the month.
Arabella, also known as the Princess of Orange or as the crown princess of the Netherlands, has an army of entourage, there to make her lives easier and would require to go everywhere with her. Her private secretary, Jane, is the one who arranges meetings and all the important royal stuff. However, her ladies in waiting, Sara and Anna, were the ones who schedule her days, whether it will be with lunch or meetings or even her royal duties etc. Without Sara or Anna, her life would not be as systematic or as organised as it is, which is an important thing as she is a senior member of the Royal family and is the heir apparent.
"Your Highness, your schedule for this week starting today is as follows, Monday 05/01/15 - 2:15pm, meeting with parliament 5:30pm, high tea with Her Majesty, Queen Maxima 8:30pm, dinner with hereditary Grand Duke of Luxembourg Tuesday 06/01/15 - 9:00am, breakfast with the prime minister 1:30pm, lunch with HRH Prince Henry of Wales 5:00pm, afternoon jog/walk at the palace gardens 8:30pm, Dinner with HRH Prince Henry of Wales Wednesday 07/01/15 - 7:00am, morning jog 11:30am, brunch with Children's Peace Foundation 5:30pm, tea Thursday 08/01/15 - 10:00am, visit the Centre for Safety and Development 8:30pm, dinner with His Majesty The King and family Friday 09/01/15 to Sunday 11/01/15 - Birthday Weekend retreat to the Alps joined by HRH Prince Henry of Wales, HRH The Duke and Duchess of Cambridge, HRH Hereditary Grand Duke and Duchess of Luxembourg, HRH Princess Madeleine and her husband, Christopher O'Neill, Ms Charlotte Casiraghi and Mr Gad Elmaleh.
The following week after your return from the Alps, there will be many celebrations of your 30th birthday ma'am. That includes a parade on Monday, a portrait reveal on Tuesday, a press conference and photo op with international and national television on Wednesday, State dinner on Thursday, a new hospital wing in honour of your name on Friday, a charity concert celebrating your birthday on Saturday and a charity football match on Sunday, Your highness."
Reading through the papers and the additional information given for each event, she signed the confirmation document before handing it back to Sara to be processed. That was how it works here, the schedules are just rough drafts that is acceptable to change. Once she'd been briefed, she would put in Arabella’s input, whether she want to do the engagement or not before signing the confirmation document. Once she'd signed that, the schedule will be sent to the communication's department to be written out and put out to the public. It will be a concise version and only official engagements will be added in. This way, the Dutch press will have a few days' notice to send their designated photographers on those events. It is known that there is an agreement with the press and the royal family in the Netherlands, that while we are working, they have every right to take pictures and film, however, during our private time, they are not allowed to take pictures.
"Is that all Sara?" Arabella asked her lady in waiting, going over my schedule once again.
"Yes your highness." She then did a small curtsy again before going out the door.
It was eleven thirty when Sara was done briefing her about her engagements and fifteen minutes later, Pieter knocked on the door again before coming inside.
"Lunch will be served at 12pm your royal highness and your glam team will arrive there at 12:45pm to get you ready for the parliament meeting." with a bow, he then exit the room and Arabella was left to finish up on her paperwork about her charities before she need to go to the dining room.
Right now, She was at the Noordeinde Palace at The Hague. That's where all the royal offices are located just like how in the UK, their offices are at St. James palace. They generally like to keep their offices at the same place so all their meetings will be held here. Of course they have their own private offices at home but this is where typically most of their staff works.
Her father, King Willem-Alexander's office is located at the Ring, which is at the centre of the palace, her step-mother, Queen Maxima's office is located at the West wing and her offices are located in the East wing. Joint meetings and offices for the three of them is located at the ring as well. There is only three offices in this palace as her half siblings are only eleven, nine and six years old. Right now, all the announcements or anything important will come from her father's or step-mother's offices, however, once they have grown up and have their own offices, it will all be located at the West wing together with her step mother as they are not in direct line of the throne if she were to have children. That is if they decide to have a royal public life.
This is how the line of succession will go, her father is the King. As a first born, Arabella will be the first in line and heir to the throne. Right now, her sister Amalia is second in line, while Alexia is third and Ariene is fourth in line to the throne. At fifth in line to the throne is her uncle, Constantijn, followed by her cousins Eloise, Claus-Casimir and Leorore respectedly. And finally, the last in the order of succession is her great aunt, Margriet, who is Oma's sister. (Oma is what she call her grandmother, Beatrix)
When the clock strikes twelve, Pieter knocked and announced that the food is ready. With a sigh, she saved my work before shutting off the computer and putting the important documents where they should be. Standing up, she walked out the door and turned left. Walking down the hall, she turned right before going into the second door on her left, which is the dining room.
Sitting at the head of the table, food quickly got out from the side door and was served promptly. After the delicious three course meal, Arabella stepped out of the dining room and went back to the hallway. A few doors down was her dressing room and usually where her glam team would prep her if she was at Noordeinde Palace and are needed for an engagement.
When the clock strikes quarter to one, Pieter knocked on the door before announcing the glam team, or as she likes to call them, the glam squad. They are there to make her look good and look poised and as regal and all that fun stuff. Arabella can do her own hair and makeup as well as pick her own clothes. However, if she were to do that, her hair would be in a braid, with minimal makeup and wearing jeans and a t-shirt. Something not appropriate for the crown princess to be seen in Public.
"Your Royal Highness, Mr. Issac, Ms. Eva and Ms. Julia has arrived. Do I let them in Your highness?" Pieter asked.
"Yes yes, let them in. If anyone would like to reach me, connect the line. I don’t have my phone with me right now Pieter." She told him.
"Yes Ma'am." He said before bowing and leaving the room. Not a second later, the three musketeers knocked on the door before entering. Each of them bowing and curtsying in respect before moving closer towards her.
"Madam Arabella, How are you?" Issac asked. He's there to do her hair. I swear he is such a hair god, he can make her birds nest of a hair look amazing.
"I am well thank you Issac, what look are you doing for me today?" She likes to ask and chat with her stylists and make conversation during their time together. That way, they bonded and she feel comfortable with them. She didn’t want to be that person who doesn’t like to talk to them and just sit there and play with their phones like a spoiled brat.
Before working with Arabella, Issac was a freelance hair stylist that works on mostly bridal hairstyle. When she turned 18, he was 25 and was looking for a more permanent job. She sat through a lot of interviews with many hairstylists doing her hair the same kind of style, and each of them either is too flamboyant, used too much hairspray, made her look old or just plain nervous. When Issac came in, he greeted her with a bow, asked her how she was that morning and calmly did her hair. While he was working on Arabella’s hair, he kept the small talk. She didn’t feel any harsh tugging or any pulling. Once he was done, he gave her a mirror and asked her what she thinks. It was the same hairstyle that has been done by various other hairstylist, some who have done other royals before, but it looked amazing. It was the same simply hairstyle, yet he added his own twist to it that made it unique and amazing. That was when she knew she had to keep him. He's been with her ever since.
"I was thinking of doing some lose curls and just let it fall naturally. Since it's only a parliament meeting, I don’t want to overdo it." Issac said as he start shampooing her hair. The dressing room we have is one that is like a salon and spa. It has one of those seats where there's a sink and chair so you can wash your hair and all that stuff.
"Madam Arabella, your skin is absolutely glowing this morning!" Her makeup artist Julia exclaimed. "Perhaps we should keep it natural today."
"Anything is fine." she said
Arabella met Julia when she had an even in the UK when I was 16. It was a state dinner, and at that time Oma wanted to bring her along. It was a really fancy event so she had to have a makeup artist to do my makeup. Her hair was done by Oma's hair stylist at the time. They clicked instantly and Arabella love how Julia knows her skin type and what works. She doesn’t make her look cakey and she always look flawless and glowing at the end of the session. Immediately, whenever she have events or even a dance at school, she would call her and ask her to do the makeup. Once Arabella turned 18, she hired Julia permanently to be her makeup artist.
"As for your outfit today, I was thinking of something nude but still chic and regal." Her stylists, Eva said.
Eva has been her stylist since she was ten years old and her mother had just passed away. She had been there for her when she went on her first date, her mother's funeral and everything in between. She is the only person Arabella would trust with her outfits as she knows her style and respects me if I didn’t want to wear what she had suggested.
An hour later and she was ready to go.
The meeting with Parliament took a few hours and it was half past four by the time she has finish and is on her way home from Binnenhof.
Arabella was really tired and have a pounding headache from that meeting with parliament. Since she became heir apparent in 2013, it was her duty to represent her father in parliamentary meetings. The more important ones that decides the fate of the country are the only ones that her father attends. Monthly meetings and others are the ones that she is required to attend. Don’t get her wrong, she loves being a part of all these decisions and having her input put into consideration, but most of the time, these meetings are extremely boring and usually there isn't much to discuss. The monthly meetings are just to keep each party informed about what the other is doing that month and to keep the royal family in the loop of everything. Since she's turning 30 next week, this particular meeting was about her finally settling down and get married. Of course they knew that she was in a relationship with Harry for three years now but the topic of marriage hasn’t been in the conversations yet.
Both families have known about the relationship and how serious they are in each other. It's mostly just a matter of WHEN he would propose, not if. Since Harry's turning 30 later this year, Arabella is sure that he's getting some talks about marriage soon enough. She would very much like it if they were to get married, its just he would have to sacrifice more than she would since she is heir and not fourth in line.
Once she does marry, she still have to go to these boring parliament meetings but at least she would have someone by her side to make things less boring for her.
Speaking of Harry, her phone was ringing in her clutch so she took it out and accepted the call.
"Pinky's Pleasure Palace…. What's your pleasure?" I answered the phone in a low voice, hopefully coming across as seductive.
"I really hope you know who you answered the phone to and not just answering them with that line all the time." she heard a deep voice chuckle on the other line.
"Of course I knew who was calling ginger. Can you imagine me answering the phone like that to aunty lilibet?" She laughed, relaxing to her seat.
"How was your day love?" Harry asked on the other line. Arabella could hear some rustling of papers on the other line.
"It was long. Had a meeting this morning with my advisors on the tour this year. We've set a date and the place where we will be going." she said smiling to herself. I wonder if he knows or not. He probably does. The announcement was made while I was in the parliament meeting. She thought.
"Really? Where will you be off to this year Your Royal Highness? Can I guess that you'll be with your charming boyfriend for two weeks?" he ask slyly on the phone.
"Are you? Spending my engagements and travel with me? Oh Harry, is it true?" She asked him hopefully. It really would be amazing to have him with me on the tour. Especially for her to see whether or not he is cut out for this life. Being crown prince is different from being third in line to the throne like he has been his entire life. He was the spare. He knows he will never be in King one day. Arabella on the other hand has been raised, bred and breathed being the heir. She was in William's place growing up, when her Oma was still Queen. She knew what to do once her father becomes king and what responsibility she has.
"Yes. Granny thought it would do me good to be with you on your engagements. Of course there are some engagements I'm not going and even if I am, its mostly as a guide and also to accompany you during your tour. Do you have your schedule for the tour yet?" he asked excited to be able to spend two weeks with his other half, even though most of the time she would be working.
"No not yet, Jane, Adam and Finn are finalising the technical part of the tour before passing it over to Sara and Anna to work out the schedule part of the trip." She shrugged looking out the window, seeing the greenery pass by.
"I tend to forget that you have an army of people doing your work and a whole bunch of protocols and process you need to follow. Whenever Granny sends me for a tour, her office is usually the one planning the trip and I just show up and look pretty." Harry laughed on the other line.
"Yes well, my office has been trained to do this for forever so I think I'm used to it I guess."
"What else did you do today Bel?" He asked. It was quiet on his end of the line meaning to say that he was paying attention to her now and not multi-tasking.
"I got a briefing for this week as well as my birthday celebrations the following week. January is always been a busy month, its mostly meetings about the upcoming year, events and all that. I also had a parliament meeting this afternoon. Actually, I'm on the way from Binnenhof to Huis ten Bosch. It was really boring. They brought up marriage again. Saying things like, I'm not getting any younger, I need to have an heir before I turn forty. Stuff like that. I just told them that when we're ready, we're ready." Arabella ranted to Harry. It was really annoying for her to have the parliament try and control her life. Not that they have any power against her or anything, really, she can do as she pleased as long as its legal. It just gets really frustrating for her when the parliament thinks they can control her. News flash, no one can control her, and her father will be damned if he let them pressure her into doing something she doesn’t want to do. "Anyways, I'm on my way to have tea with Maxima now, and tonight I'm having dinner with Guillaume at some restaurant I don’t know where."
"I see." Harry said lowly. Since he was turned thirty last year, his grandmother and the office have been pressuring him to get married as well. only in his case, they can control his life and will probably make him do something for the better of the family. Lately, they're ratings have been low, due to Kate not doing much public engagements and the press not seeing enough of George in public. The Family's rating have been dropping and if he doesn’t do anything soon, he was afraid what would happen. Arabella on the other hand, has been a total star the past two years, stepping up as heir of the throne and doing everything she possibly could to please the public yet keep to herself. In a way he was jealous of how the press is over there and wish that the agreement they had with the press would be the same in the UK as well.
"My flight is leaving tomorrow morning at 9am. I should be there around 11am." he said on the phone.
"hm, I have breakfast with the PM tomorrow morning at nine. After that I'm all yours. What did you do today love?" She asked him, seeing as they have 10 minutes left of the journey.
"Not as busy as you were Bel. I just have a few meetings about Sentebale and also about the Invictus games next year." He said.
"Oh, no engagements today?" she asked him.
"Nope. I don’t have one until towards the end of January so for the next two weeks, I'm all yours." he said on the other side.
"Are you serious? You're not joking are you Henry? You mean to tell me that you're staying for my birthday celebrations? All the events? Have Aunty Lilibet gave you permission. Please say she has, I don’t want you to get into trouble." Arabella said with hope in her voice.
"Yes. I am serious Bella. She was the one who suggested that I stay there since I was there already." he said over the phone. Harry knew why he was staying there for her birthday celebration. It was a surprise so he wasn’t going to tell her why.
"Oh Harry! That's wonderful news. I can't wait to see you tomorrow. Will you be staying with me?" She asked him smiling.
"I know love. Yes, I am staying with you, I hope you don’t mind."
Arabella could see Huis Ten Bosch in the distance as she was approaching the gates. "Harry, I've got to go love. I'll see you tomorrow okay? I’ll have Pieter and Mina prepare your suite for you. Barend will pick you up from the airport tomorrow, so look out for him will you?" Arabella asked.
"I will love. Take care. I love you." Harry said on the phone.
"I love you too Charming." She replied before hanging up. Arabella turned to put her phone back inside the purse and looked up to the front seat, which was occupied by Markus, her driver and Finn, her protection officer.
"Finn, isn't it exciting? Harry spending two weeks here as well as attending my birthday events. I hope he got what it takes, I'll be so heartbroken if he's not cut out for the job." She sighed in her seat.
"I'm sure he will be the right man for the job ma'am." Finn replied
~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~ Monday, January 5th, 5:30pm Huis ten Bosch
"Her Royal Highness, The Princess of Orange, Princess Arabella of the Netherlands, your majesty."
Maxima was in her sitting room watching the news when Arabella got there.
She just changed her outfit quickly when she got there and pulled her hair into a ponytail. It was a semi-formal event so there was no need for her to wear her skin tight dress.
When Arabella was within two feet of her step-mother, Maxima, she gave a small curtsy of respect for her queen. Once she was standing straight again, she quickly gave Maxima a hug and kissed her cheeks.
"How are you today mija?" Maxima asked her as she holds her step daughter at arm's length, checking her over to see if she was okay.
"I'm doing okay mama," Arabella started calling Maxima mama when she was sixteen years old. It was one of those days that she wanted to be a normal girl and not second in line to the throne. It was an emotional day and Maxima was there to console her soon-to-be step-daughter. Maxima told her that being normal is not that much fun. How she should be lucky to be a royal and be proud of herself that her voice is heard at such a young age. It was then that Arabella knew, Maxima will never replace her mummy, but she will be her mama. One who would love her unconditionally and will help shape her into a strong beautiful woman.
"I'm happy to hear that my dear." Maxima smiled. "Come, let's have tea and catch up." She beckoned her eldest to the couch where their tea sat waiting to be poured.
Once they each have their tea in their hands, they caught up with each other. Arabella would always try to find time in her busy schedule to meet with her step-mother every week if possible. She needed to tell her everything that that’s going on and what she should do. She always goes to Maxima for advice because Maxima will always be the voice of reason in Arabella. Her father on the other hand is always the goofball teddy bear and wouldn’t know how to advice the young girl at all. Follow your heart, he would say. That doesn’t help anybody Arabella thought.
Arabella told Maxima about the upcoming weeks as well as the royal tour to the UK. She also told Maxima how excited she is to spend her birthday with Harry and how he's staying for the duration of her Birthday week. She also told Maxima about the parliament being pushy and pushing her to marriage when she doesn’t know if Harry is fit for this life or not.
"I mean, I know that he's no common boy, but he's always been so carefree you know mama. He's one of those people that jokes around and make everyone laugh. He doesn’t like all those political stuff and you know how he doesn’t want to be king. He could see the stress of it in William and had assured himself he would never be king. By marrying me, he would have to sacrifice so much. He wouldn’t be able to spend much time with family, he will be three hours away, he would have to spend Christmas and other holidays here instead of England. I don’t know if I could do that to him mama. I don’t think I can take his freedom away." Arabella spoke. Her heart broke just thinking of not being able to spend the rest of her life with Harry. He was her anchor, the one who keeps her from losing her mind and staying down to earth.
"I don’t think that's your choice mija. He knows what he signed up for when he got to know you back in 2011. He definitely knows what he was doing in 2012 when he asked you to be his girlfriend. I don’t think he would have stayed this long if he is not cut out for this job. Mija, he has grown up thinking he was third in line to the british throne. He has grown up treated as a spare. He knows that you will be Queen one day, he knows what he signed up for. Trust your heart Mija. It knows what's important. Do you want a life with him mija? To grow old together and have kids?" Maxima asked her daughter.
"of course I do mama. I dream of that all the time. I don’t think I can see anyone else to be with than him." Arabella confessed.
"Then you have nothing to be worried about Mija." Maxima smiled at her eldest daughter. Even though Arabella was not her biological daughter, Maxima would always think of her as one of her own. She saw her mija grew up from an awkward teenager to a beautiful woman and she couldn’t be more proud.
"Now, tell me how you feel turning thirty." Maxima asked smiling at her daughter. No matter what happens, she is proud to call her, her daughter.
~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~ Two hours later and she was done with tea and caught up with Maxima. She then went up to her room in the west wing of the palace and got ready for her dinner with Guillaume. She hasn’t seen him in ages as they are quite busy people.
She was super tired from the day but knew that this was only the beginning. She could feel it in her gut that her year will only get busier as it pass on.
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Readers share what it's like to go house hunting in Mass.
Have you been to an open house lately? You’ve probably experienced the frenzy. Maybe you toured a home only to hear the real estate agent say an offer has already been made on the house, sign unseen. Perhaps the process is too frustrating, and you’ve decided to rent.
We recently asked readers to share their stories of what it’s like to house hunt in Massachusetts. We received a wide range of stories from the “unbelievably lucky” to the “very bizarre.” Many readers were surprised at the state of the homes they toured — and the number of competitive offers they’ve made without success.
Below, we feature 10 responses from readers.
Do you have your own unbelievable house hunting story? Share it with us here or e-mail [email protected].
‘We were unbelievably lucky’
“We are still in shock,” Kate in North Attleborough wrote. After the pandemic hit, Kate wanted more space than her one-bedroom in Boston. With her lease up in October, she started house hunting in May. “We started looking in anticipation of a difficult search. On our first day meeting our real estate agent, the 2nd house we looked at was being built and would be ready in October. Put an offer in and it was accepted,” she wrote. “That was it, one day of looking at homes and our first offer we put in was accepted. We waited a while to tell some of our friends because one was on their 10th offer and still no house. We were unbelievably lucky.”
‘Wheel yourself around to the washer’
Don in Charlestown recalled a house he visited where the washing machine was located in a basement that was only 5 feet high. Then he noticed a number of chairs on wheels. “So to use the washer, let’s say (unless you were willing to stoop the entire time), you would sit in one of these chairs and wheel yourself around to the washer and wherever else you needed to go,” he wrote. “The house also had a stocked trout pond and the trout were obviously hungry. The broker would throw a handful of fish food into the pond and the water would erupt with starving trout. At any rate we did not buy this house and never learned why the basement was 3 feet short. We just hope the trout survived.”
‘No offers were made that day’
Brandon Moss of Boston was house hunting in the Bridgewater and Lakeville areas with more than a few unusual touring experiences. One of them included a floor-to-ceiling pile of beer cans and boxes inside an enclosed porch and “a bedroom set up in the basement adjacent to the boiler (without windows), which eerily reminded me of Sloth’s living quarters in ‘Goonies,’ ” he wrote. Moss continued on to another house “where renovations were half-complete. When asked the status, the occupant indicated that it was the ex’s fault (clearly the marriage broke up in the midst of renovations).” Moss added, “Suffice it to say that no offers were made that day.”
‘Very bizarre’
Jennifer in Natick was house hunting in Needham when she walked through a highly monitored home that may have been owned by a family that also ran a dry-cleaning business. “They had a family member sitting like a statue in each room that we entered to protect against theft, I guess. They didn’t speak but just freaked people out as they walked through the house and entered each room. They also had a complete dry-cleaning clothes rack system in their basement, just like a dry-cleaner, filled with clothes. It was very bizarre,” she wrote.
‘Naked in bed during the inspection’
“Looking to buy a house we inspected one that was currently being rented. The two people who lived there were naked in bed during the inspection time,” Kelly in Brookline wrote.
‘The attached garage which held our future soundproofed party pad was actually 7 feet over the property line’
Richard in Boston shared his house hunting experience in the southwest region of the city back in 2007. “[I] was looking at a bungalow that came with, of all things, a recording studio. We made an offer only to discover that the attached garage which held our future soundproofed party pad was actually 7 feet over the property line, on land owned by the town. There was no way any mortgage company would grant a loan for something like that even in those days. The seller suggested we could move in anyway and rent it until it got sorted out! Then they offered to convert the studio into a small office with the bonus of a window. Our realtor wisely advised against it and the last we heard was the seller had to demolish the offending section of the house before putting it back on the market. Yikes!”
‘There were 30 other offers like ours’
“I think the process as a whole is just crazy!” Gina wrote. She sold her condo in March with more than 100 people touring the space and selling in less than five days. “That was the easy part,” she wrote.
The Waltham resident went on to share what it’s like to be house hunting in the Worcester area since December. “Each week we see anywhere from 2 to 6 houses for about 15 mins because that is all that is allowed with our agent in towns from Bolton to Grafton,” she wrote. She noted that sometimes children aren’t allowed at showings, so she has to leave her 6-year-old daughter with family.
“Then comes the Sunday scramble — we can only put one offer on one house. So we come up with the best offer that includes things we are willing to waive (heat system upgrade, bank appraisal, etc.) to be competitive. We look at comps in the neighborhood, well water tests and disclosures from the current owner. Then we furiously sign document after document to get our final offer in by Monday morning with a friendly letter to the sellers about our family,” Gina wrote. “Then we wait to hear that we didn’t actually get the house because there were 30 other offers like ours. Unfortunately we haven’t closed on our house yet so most sellers don’t want to take a chance that our sale will fall through. It is a stressful process but made even more stressful because we have to do it all over again each week.”
‘The open house was a literal frat party’
“We looked at a home directly on the water in Winthrop a few years ago that had dropped its price to 100K, well below what it was worth and the open house was a literal frat party,” Gabriella in Winthrop wrote. With so many people viewing the property, and all the stuff the owner had accumulated, it was hard to move around the house. “The living room wall was being held up by a beach chair and the bedroom windows were covered in black trash bags. People were going around peeling wallpaper off the walls to see the condition of the plaster and pulling up corners of rugs to see the floors. … We ended up buying a house a few streets over, but the owner still hasn’t sold despite many, many offers.”
‘It’s truly a marathon not a sprint’
Paul and his wife in the South End have been going to open houses every weekend since October. The couple have been looking to buy in the suburbs “from Weston down to Hingham,” always submitting an offer at or above the asking price. According to Paul, when January hit, “things really heated up.”
“The first house we submitted an offer on was in Wayland for a house $729K. At the 1st showing (which was basically 10 minutes because there was a line of 30 people out the door on a Thursday) we submitted an offer for full asking price, no contingencies, close in 30 days. The realtor didn’t even get back with us! We only found out 3 days later that the house was under agreement and sold for $70K over asking. You would think this house was a funeral home because it looked like there was a wake line outside. … Lastly, my wife and I went to go see a home this past Wednesday in sleeeeepy Sherborn. When I say this house was in the woods, deep in the woods! At 12:45PM on a Wednesday in March, there were 25 cars on the street for a home that was asking $985,000. … Not disclosed to the average buyer looking at the pretty Zillow listing: The septic tank was 31 years old and hadn’t been pumped in 6 years! It was a beautiful home but we are staying away because of the underground details. Not to mention there’s a freight train that runs by the house at night and blows the horn. Little details that you pick up on when you do your research!
It’s super disheartening out there but I think it’s truly a marathon not a sprint. Once people get vaccinated and people want to travel once again this summer, I am hoping the competition dwindles.”
‘Incredibly frustrating, I decided to rent’
“I’ve made five offers in the South Shore over the course of eight months. The last house I didn’t get I was told by the seller’s agent that I had the highest offer, (significantly over asking, no contingencies) but they picked buyers that are more ‘similar to their family situation’ because of the letter they wrote. I think that could be discrimination? Incredibly frustrating, I decided to rent,” Kelly in Canton wrote.
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The End of an Era
Hello, loves! It is hard to believe that for 10 years I have wanted to join Peace Corps. Not only did I finally join, but I completed my full 2 years of service! I have exactly 4 days left in Benin and I am not sure where to begin on describing emotions or events that have taken place leading up to my departure. So, I’ll start by describing my last two weeks in Bohicon. Christiana, Pauline’s daughter, came by and took all my furniture a week before I moved out (I inherited all the furniture from the volunteer before me, so I figured I should pay it forward as I am not getting replaced in my house). Once the furniture was gone, I sat there wondering why I had not gotten rid of things sooner! It felt great to live a minimalist life with only a small mattress on the floor and a few items of clothing.
It is part of the culture in Benin for the locals to ask for a gift when you get back from the market, when you travel to another city, before you leave for good. My understanding is that due to the history of French colonization and missionary work – it has left Benin as a very “give me, give me” culture; dependent on handouts to survive. So, having close to nothing in my house helped alleviate a lot of those demands for gifts. My friend Jean told me to respond by saying “Je suis comme vous, j’ai rien.” (I am like you, I have nothing) I did try this response on a few neighbors and they looked at me confused saying….” But you are white, you have money”. So, all in all, a failed attempt to politely say I have nothing to give away. This continued three times a day for the last two weeks, which left me feeling a bit frustrated.
A less frustrating culturalism in Benin is going away “fetes” (parties). Everyone in the invited fete wears matching fabric, food is prepared, and drinks are shared. Usually the one leaving pays for or contributes some money to the fete. I happened to have three going away fetes my last week at site in the following order:
1.) My Women’s Anti-Trafficking Group in Adjido: I arrived in the small village on Tuesday around 9 AM and the food was not prepared yet, so I sat and helped peel garlic as the ladies danced around and teased me about leaving, asking if they could go with. Finally, at 12, the women changed into their matching outfits and we began the short walk to the community center where we normally hold our Village Savings and Loan Meetings. (The women carrying food and drinks on their heads) Once we arrived, the women began singing traditional songs and held a dance off! Yours truly was pulled into the dance off against Christiana, which the ladies got a kick out of. Then the President and Treasurer of the group had the final dance off which brought the house down with laughter, cheering and clapping. We sat down and enjoyed my favorite meal that they had prepared: Pate rouge with soy cheese. We each got a drink of choice (coke, sprite, or apple juice). I had put 15,000 CFA ($26.00 USD) towards the fete and am glad I did. It was worth it to see all of us dressed up so nicely with no place to go, laughing and stuffing our faces. We eventually got around to holding our savings meeting and then I got back home around 2 PM, exhausted.
2.) Pauline’s Family: Christiana and I had planned to have a fete at La Racine on Friday night, a restaurant in Bohicon. I pre-ordered 10 plates of food for 20,000 CFA ($35.00 USD) and waited for Friday night to arrive. I invited Pauline, her husband Julien, Christiana, her son Nehemie, Emile (my favorite moto driver), the school Director of CEG Sodohome, and three of my retired friends. (Plus me, that would have made 10 people) The fete was set to start at 7 PM, but mother nature had other plans. As we are in the rainy season in Benin, the rain started pouring at 6 PM. Christiana called and re-assured me that by 7 it would be fine. Around 7:30 PM, guests started calling and asking if the party was still on. I said yes, let’s just wait a little bit. 8PM, 8:30PM, 9PM, 9:30 PM…..finally at 9:45PM I called everyone and said the party was off as the rain still had not stopped! As everyone uses motorcycles as transportation, it would have been impossible to drive in the rain. I started to get ready for bed when I got a phone call at 10:30 PM from Christiana. She said to run outside of my house, because she had found a friend with a car who picked up some of the guests! I quickly dressed, grabbed my rain jacket and ran outside. When we arrived at La Racine, I was surprised to see Julien, my friend who we call Sancho (he is a security guard and helps Pauline around her house sometimes), Christiana and her son. Julien and Pauline are hosting a student for an internship program, so the girl was there as well. We called Pauline but she had gotten stuck in the rain trying to make it to the fete on a moto taxi so she was feeling very sick and was at home trying to stay warm. The staff at La Racine had held the food and warmed it up so we had a nice feast, including a bottle of wine that the owner sent over to our table. As I had already pre-ordered the food, I still had to pay for 10 plates and drinks but it was worth it. All in all, it worked out but it was a final reminder from Benin that life does not go as planned and patience is key.
3.) Retired Patrons of CLCAM: Jean, Telesphore and Sabine have all served as Directors at CLCAM over the last 20 years and are all retired now. (The volunteer before me, Mike, had introduced me to Jean as someone I could rely on as he has worked with Peace Corps Volunteers for ten years) CLCAM is a microfinance and loan association and has been in business for 40 years in Benin. As they were unable to make it to my fete at La Racine the night before, on Saturday they picked me up at noon wearing 40th Anniversary CLCAM tissue and had made me a matching dress as well! We stopped at La Racine so they could see the venue and I bought them each a beer. From there, we drove to Abomey to stop at one of their friend’s house for a whiskey. From there, they took me to Hotel Bis where we had another beer each. Finally, we ended up at a bar near my house for a final beer! I am not a big drinker so I was pretty toasty after all of the bar hopping! As you all are aware, the last two years have not been easy for me regarding interactions with males in Benin. It was such a blessing to have these three men as my support and protectors the last two years! In Benin, usually retired, well established men are referred to as “Patrons” or bosses. It was a hoot being driven around all day by these patrons, and getting only the best service at each place we stopped since they are highly respected in the community. I thanked them for always being so kind to me and for their friendship since 2015, and then they dropped me off at home. Feeling quite tired I took a nap and then had one last dinner with my friend Aviva who lives 10 minutes from me in Saclo (she will fly home a week after me)
Moving day! On Sunday, I woke up and called my taxi drive to verify that he would arrive at 1 PM. I organized everything that needed to be returned to Peace Corps in my living room (mattress, gas tank, lock box, fire extinguisher, water filter, helmet). I still had not said goodbye to Pauline and her schedule did not permit a meetup that day, so I was pretty sad. I then decided to burn my last stick of incense and walked through each room in the house, as well as the garden and bathing area outside. I thanked each space for the memories and lessons I was taught over the last two years and then I cried a lot. Tears of joy, tears of sadness, tears of closing this chapter of my life. The more I travel, the harder the goodbyes are as I will always leave a piece of myself behind. I enjoyed an hour of silence as the incense finished burning and then Aviva, Alex and Camille showed up with the taxi driver to help me move the Peace Corps items into the car.
Surprisingly the move itself was very anti-climactic. I was expecting neighbors and children to run after the car, waving and crying. Instead, it was a quiet Sunday afternoon. No one was home. I went next door to turn my keys into my landlord to find 15 children glued to a television watching a show. I said, “Au Revoir” and they nodded, not taking their eyes off of the TV Screen. We dropped Aviva off at her house since she was on the way to Cotonou and I cried a lot as we said our goodbyes! She was a great friend and saw me through me best and worst days in Bohicon, and accepted me just the same. She lives in California so I am sure we will meet again someday! I got back into the passenger seat of the taxi (Camille and Alex were in the back seat as they were going to Cotonou as well) and remained silent for the 2-hour journey. I made sure to soak in all the landscapes, humor the vendors as they tried to shove peanuts and water through the window at every stop, and did not even mind that our driver stopped to urinate a few times. I arrived in Cotonou around 3:30 PM, checked in my Peace Corps belongings with staff and showered.
Now begins Close of Service (COS) in Cotonou. Yesterday, all 11 of us who are flying home this week had to go to the medical office to get a TB skin test done. We are all provided with a COS checklist, which entails running around to get signatures from different staff members before the day we fly home stating that we have paid any debts, we have returned Peace Corps property, our bank accounts are closed, and that we are medically cleared to leave the country. The last step is an exit interview with our Country Director, which I have scheduled at 9 AM on Thursday morning. Pauline surprised me yesterday! She came to Cotonou and took me out to lunch one last time. I was so excited that we had a chance to meet up and say a proper goodbye. I thanked her for everything that she had done for her community and for me the last two years, including loving me as if I was her own daughter. It was really emotional, as I have received more encouragement and love from her in 2 years than I did in 26 years from the woman who gave birth to me. We took one last photo together and then Pauline said “go ! quickly! We will start crying! “ so off we went, both on different moto taxi’s going in opposite directions.
As far as luggage, I am ready to go. My suitcase is exactly 50lbs and my small carry on backpack is stuffed full. My flight is at 5:25 AM on Saturday, August 19th. We have a quick stop in Lagos, Nigeria and then continue to Morocco. I will have a 10-hour layover in Casablanca, Morocco. As there are two other volunteers on my flight, we are planning to spend the layover walking around Casablanca, visiting the grand mosque and getting lunch. From Casablanca, our flight will leave at 10:30 PM for JFK! I am so anxious to land in the USA for the first time in 2 years! We arrive at 1 AM in JFK on Sunday, August 20th. I will try to sleep in the airport before boarding my 8:30 AM flight to Atlanta. After 3 hours in the Atlanta airport, I will FINALLY take my last flight to Albuquerque, landing around 3:30 PM on Sunday, August 19th. No doubt I will be tired, excited and full of emotions throughout my long journey back to New Mexico. I will keep you all posted once I land safely and am enjoying New Mexican cuisine with my family! What a wild ride it has been for two years living in Benin.
It is the end of an era! 10 years of planning to join the Peace Corps is completed. Thank you all for your continued support via phone calls, WhatsApp messages, emails and keeping me in your thoughts. So thankful for my network of loved ones! Looking forward to catching up with all of you stateside very soon!!!
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"There’s a Storm in my Head and it’s Killing all the Flowers.”
I've been relatively vocal about having anxiety. I've had a LOT of people message me with support, suggestions, and pure curiosity. I'm always happy to answer what I can... Because though I realize my truth is the same as countless others. I also realize many of them suffer in silence. I think the more I share my struggles, the more others can hopefully understand what their friends, family, and loved ones are going through. I decided to give a brief glimpse of my thought pattern for just a simple trip. I went to Shanghai, which mind you I have been to at least 6 times now. Here ya go...
Tuesday
Okay I really have to get moving on those train tickets for Thursday. I open my computer and search for tickets to Shanghai from Hefei on Aug 31st. My appointment is at 1, so if I leave by 10 that will be fine. No wait, I can't eat breakfast before or my anxiety will make me throw up... I should leave earlier then get lunch there. Yeah, I need to eat I guess. I'll book the 8:00am train which means I have to catch the 7:00 subway and wake up at 6:00.
Okay this train station is closest to where I want to eat. I write down the date, time, and train number. I'll book 3:30pm return. Oh god, what if they're running behind and my appointment goes late, or the line at the subway is long, or I get on the wrong one on accident, and then miss my train? I better make it for 5 just to be safe. Shit, I need to have the concierge order these before the seats are taken... Excuse me while I check 3 different times to be sure he has the correct train info. He's annoyed.
I get the tickets and I immediately check the time, date, and train number.. Phew they're correct. I put them in my purse and go to walk away... Wait! Maybe they're the wrong station, better check them, again. Okay, they're right. Wait, maybe I have the stations confused? It is a big city... I better Google it to be sure. Okay all set, no worries!
Wednesday
11:45pm- I'm falling asleep but I suddenly realize that I NEED to plan out my day so I'm not late for anything. I check the address for Shanghai Station for the 8th time. I get the street address for the place to eat (in Chinese) justttt in case the subway is down or something. Remember I did see an article a month ago where that did happen. It will probably happen again, could be tomorrow. What's the subway station nearest to the restaurant? Hmm I better cross reference that 5 times. Google says that will take 32 mins on the subway, it'll take at least 10-15 minutes to buy tickets, another 5 minutes to walk from the station to the restaurant... Okay so I'll get to the restaurant at 11:04. It's only a half hour cab ride to the doctor from there. But wait, maybeeee traffic will be terrible. I should leave at noon instead of 12:30... just to be safe.
Okay, now I can go back to bed. Wait... Hmm I better look up the address for my doctor in Chinese... Just in case the cab driver can't read the business card font. Maybe I'm being silly? No I'm not, that's happened before. Do it. Okay go to bed. Wait! How am I getting back to the train station? Okay Google says it's a 35 minute cab ride, but it's probably 50 with traffic. That means I should get a cab by 3pm. I'll get there by 4 and the train boards at 4:37, and the security line could be long...
I feel better, now I can sleep. Wait... What if I can't get a cab? I took the subway from there last time. It was like a 13 minute walk, but I can't remember if I had to switch lines. Was the ticket line long there? Shit I can't remember. I better double check the line number and stop for the train station, again.
Seriously it's 2am and I have to get up in 4 hours. I finally begin dozing off, then I think "what's the weather going to be like?" I better check my weather app. It doesn't say it's going to rain, but maybe it will. Oh no I left my umbrella at that restaurant tonight.
Maybe I should've packed my backpack tonight, what if I forget something tomorrow? Okay I need to pack my passport, cash, tissues, sunglasses, glasses (in case I need to take my contacts out), eye drops (ya never know), contact case, coins for the subway, headphones for music, water, my iPad... Am I forgetting anything? Yeah you're forgetting to sleep. Go to bed Jess.
I feel the satin of my eye mask brush my face as I pull it on, and I take a deep breath. Why am I so nervous? My palms are sweating and my heart feels like I just ran the mile for the first time. I literally JUST did this trip 2 weeks ago. I went to the same area for lunch and everything. *1 hour later* I lift up my eye mask, after not sleeping a wink. What time is it? 3:30am. I pull my eye mask back on then immediately tear it off. WHAT. How is it 3:30?? Okay if I fall asleep now I'll get 2.5 hours of sleep. Go to bed.
One hour later I rip off my eye mask in panic... Shit did I set an alarm? I better check its for AM not PM. Okay good, it is. I close my eyes... Shit... Am I sure 6am is early enough? Ugh stop worrying and go to bed. I toss and turn for a bit and finally start to doze off. Great, now I gave to pee.
After the chill of the cold tile woke up my feet, I made my way back to the bedroom and slowly climbed back into bed. Shortly after I doze off, Corey's alarm sounds. That means it's between 5-5:15am think. A second alarm goes off... It's probably 5:30 now. Maybe I can sleep for a half hour.
I hear the shower start and think BUT maybe I should just get up to be sure I have everything around in time?
It's 5:45am and I am scrolling through my phone making sure I have everything screenshot for directions. I make a detailed itinerary down to the minute in my notepad, just to be on the safe side.
6:00am and my alarm blares as I'm holding it in my hands. Great, I feel like I'm going to puke. Why? Why didn't I sleep? I'm hungry. I wish I could eat but I will definitely get sick. Maybe I'm already going to get sick? I need coffee like yesterday. I should wait until I get to the train station otherwise I'll have to pee between here and there and I don't have time for that. But I'm so thirsty. No-don't drink anything or you'll have to go. I glance out the window. Ughhh why did I forget my umbrella yesterday? It's raining.
I begin getting ready and panic hits me. Why do I feel like I can't breathe? I'm literally putting on blush. Nothing is happening. Oh my god I'm having a heart attack. I AM NOT. But maybe I am, that does happen. I Google "symptoms of a heart attack" and "symptoms of a panic attack" ...again, like I don't do this everyday. I should really just bookmark them. Ugh why's this always happen to me?
I do a breathing exercise, that I don't have time for, because if I don't I'm surely going to DIE. My heart has slowed and I can finally breathe normal, but all that anxiety just wrecked my stomach for the day. Yay, that will be great to deal with. I'm out of Imodium which I'm basically taking as a multivitamin at this point.
I glance at my watch, shit! I've got to go or I'll be late! I put my hand on the door handle, and quickly remove it. Now I'm rummaging through my bag to be extra sure I have everything, again. I am meticulous as I rearrange the pockets I have my belongings in. Someone could steal my passport if I'm not careful! That does happen sometimes.
I push the down button outside the elevator 15 times for good measure. What's taking so long? I hear the ding of one arriving, and I get in. I glance at my watch- Yes, I'm on time! The elevator begins to slow and I immediately remember that time a few weeks ago when it briefly stopped working between floors with me and Corey in it. Oh god I'm going to die! Oh never mind, it's just someone on the 10th floor. Oh god I know him. "Good morning Jess!" "Hey, heading to work?" ... That's a stupid question. Why would you ask that? You know the bus leaves at 7, what else would he be doing? He definitely thinks I'm an idiot right now, because I am. "Yes" he replies. Lord, these last 4 floors feel like an eternity. I want to tell him I almost puked on him for a second there, but I just say "have a good day" instead.
It's 6:52am, and I know the subway leaves at 7 on the dot... The subway is right there, but naturally I'm freaking out anyway. I run down the large flight of stairs faster than necessary ... Oh no it's 6:56 what if it leaves early (Realistically I could take the next one and be fine)? I run down the next flight of stairs too. The sign says 4 minutes until the subway car arrives, obviously. I pace back and forth as I skim over my itinerary in my phone, for the 4th time this morning. I feel like a lunatic and now I look like one. I gaze at the map to ensure I know my stop, which is named Hefei South Railway (duh). I count the number of stops 4 times for good measure. I look at my watch. 7:00am, the subway cars are here.
I get on and grab an empty seat without making any eye contact. I slowly pick my head up and everyone is looking at me. Please stop. Maybe they're staring because my music is too loud? I dull it to the minimum and after a few moments I peek again... No they're still staring. I'm very aware of my skin's surface at the moment and it feels like it's crawling with a million tiny legs. A shiver goes up my back and I swallow much too loud for this silent car.
Shit, was that one stop or two? I was too focused on the million legs that I lost count. Ugh I can't see the map from here. Why did I sit here? Maybe I should I get up and look? No. I don't want this lady to think I moved because she sat down; I know my stop's not for 20 minutes. Plus if I stand I'm guaranteed to have to pee. I argue with myself for 10 minutes and begin to panic that maybe I missed the stop.
All the atoms in my body feel like they're about to burst into flames. I kind of wish they would. I can't take it anymore! I'm getting up reading the map! I'm sure the panic is evident on my face as I quickly remove my ass from the bench. Oh, I still have three stops. I better just stand here next to the door; maybe they'll stop staring at me if I squeeze into this corner? Nope. In the door's reflection I can clearly see all of their watchful eyes and heads on a swivel. Why does this subway car feel like it's closing in on me? I can't breathe. Am I going to cry? Because I feel like I'm going to cry. No really I can't breathe right now.
I close my eyes and pray to God to have pity on me and make me invisible to these watchful eyes. I hear the automated baby voice over the intercom talking; my stop is next. The subway arrives at Hefei Station and the I hear the hiss of the doors as they open. No sooner and I'm gasping for air as I catapult myself out of the car at a speed you'd think I was trying to escape death. I mean, it felt like I was. Phew, I did it. I almost hyperventilated for a moment there. Okay, no really...where the fuck's the bathroom in this place?
Step one of 40, but I did it.
So if you don't have anxiety you're probably like WTF is wrong with this chick; seriously who worries like that? Well, I do... And chances are many of your loved ones do too. This is just a glimpse of the hell going on constantly in my brain- just a snippet of ONE topic. My brain rapid fires thoughts like these, on countless subjects, ALL day long. It is exhausting, and frankly getting out of is a miracle most days. Sleep evades me at night, and consumes most of my days. I can't remember what it's like to feel "normal" and not feel this hell. This is just my daily, constant anxiety... not even a bad panic attack. Traveling used to give me the MOST enjoyment. Even though it's harder than hell to get to that destination, I push myself to get there. I have my bad days, weeks, sometimes months... But I will not let anxiety or depression control my life.
If you're out there struggling and feel crazy in your head...just know we are crazy together, and I like to think I'm a fun time.
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Misguided
The Magicians, Quentin x Eliot
Word count: 1,985
Because I wrote a thing a few days (?) ago about Eliot getting a phone to send little nice messages to Quentin and it hilariously backfiring. So here’s the actual drabble for that. Except its not hilarious.
The first time it happens, Quentin’s walking across the quad, head in the clouds, desperately trying to figure out a plan to defeat the beast. But his phone dings in his pocket, making him remember he actually has a phone, as he passes through the tech areas. He stops, pulls it out of his pocket, surprised the battery isn’t dead, and reads the text.
Unknown 2:47pm
You look cute today.
He stares down at the phone for a long moment before shaking his head and shoving it back in his pocket. It has to be the wrong number.
But then, three hours later, as he passes back through the quad, a stack of books in his hands, his phone buzzes in his pocket again. He sighs, stopping and shuffling around until the books are balanced on one arm in the crook of his elbow and forearm, and pulls the phone out of his pocket.
Unknown 6:04pm
You are the smartest, and kindest person I know.
He debates texting the person back and telling them they have the wrong number, but he’s got more important things to deal with than somebody texting him nice things on accident. Like, figuring out a way to defeat the beast, for example. So, he shoves the phone back in his pocket and makes his way back to the physical kids cottage.
“Quentin!” Eliot calls as Quentin pushes open the front door.
He looks up from his book, smiles, “Hey. I think I have an idea about the beast,” He says as he makes his way into the living room.
Eliot rolls his eyes, but pats the seat next to him on the couch. “Let’s see it, then.”
*
Quentin forgets about the messages until three days later, when he’s walking across the quad again and his phone buzzes four times. He frowns, pulling out his phone - still amazed the damn thing isn’t dead - and reads them.
Unknown Tuesday, 2:15am
Please don’t let all of this get you down. You’re too good to let this destroy you.
Unknown Wednesday 7:38pm
Your hair is all disheveled, and it works. Please never get a haircut.
Unknown, Thursday 10:47pm
Penny’s an idiot.
And there goes the idea that it was the wrong number. Unless, by some ridiculous happenstance his mystery texter also knows an idiot named Penny.
So, he sighs, shoves his messenger bag aside, and types up a reply:
Who is this?
He knows it’s not the most eloquent response, but there’s not much else he can say. Thanks, mysterious stranger, for your ongoing support? I look forward to your vote in the upcoming polls. Isn’t exactly a dead ringer for what he wants to say.
Also, having a stranger texting him little encouragements is kind of freaking him out, so no thank you for them until he knows why they’re doing it.
*
He’s mad.
His mystery texter never responded to his question, but he did get an array of new little encouraging texts over the course of the next week:
Unknown, Friday 5:13am
I’m always here to talk, Q.
Unknown, Friday 9:10am,
I can curse Penny if you need me to. Would gladly do it, he’s being a dick. And that’s my job.
Unknown, Saturday 12:54pm
Why the fuck did you wake up early? Go back to sleep and get some rest. The beast can wait until you’ve had a decent amount of shut eye.
Unknown, Saturday 12:56pm
Besides, you don’t want to be dead on your feet when it is time to fight him.
Unknown, Monday, 12:45pm,
I know you’re having a bad day, but your smile earlier was kind the highlight of mine. So, I hope something cheers you up, too.
Unknown, Tuesday 11:15am
First of all, I’m mad at you. Second of all, ignore them. You deserve to be happy.
Unknown, Thursday 4:15am
Q, I heard you crying. Talk to me. It’s okay. I’m here for you.
And, Quentin likes to think he’s a pretty level headed guy, despite his disadvantages. He likes to think he can look at something creepy and not freak out. But he’s freaked out, and angry and on the verge of breaking down when he storms through the cottage’s front door and heads up the stairs.
He barely makes it a few steps before Eliot appears at the top, stares down at him with a cigarette sticking out of his mouth. “What’s wrong with you?” he asks, appraising as he takes a step down. “You look like you’ve seen a ghost.”
Quentin just shakes his head and shoves past him, because of all the people that are going to understand his frustration - and mild fear - Eliot is not one of them. He’s great, but he’s probably never been afraid of anything in his life.
Yes, Quentin knows damn well he’s being unfair but he doesn’t want to talk to anyone. He just wants his mystery texter to leave him alone.
*
Unknown, Friday 6:17pm
What the fuck is going on with you?
Unknown Friday, 8:23pm
Quentin, talk to me.
Unknown, friday 10:33pm
Q. Come on.
He throws his phone across the room, because apparently now the texts come through whenever, curls up in his bed and goes back to sleep.
*
He wakes up to the bzz, bzz, bzzing of his phone vibrating on his floor. Groaning, he pulls his blanket over his head and tries to fall back asleep.
*
He’s been curled up in his bed for the majority of the past two days when his door blasts open, and Eliot and Margo appear in the doorway, glaring down at him.
“Enough,” Margo says, making her way into the room, and yanking the blanket off the bed. “Get your sad, pathetic ass out of bed. Go take a shower, and then meet us downstairs. Eliot cooked.” She points a finger at him, when he doesnt move and just stares up at her. “Quentin Coldwater, if you don’t get the fuck up, I will curse you to an indefinite existence of only having left shoes. Even if you buy a right and a left, the right shoe will turn left, and you will never be comfortable again. And you’re clumsy enough as it is without having to worry about having two left feet, so get. The fuck. Up.”
He’s eyes flit over her to Eliot, who’s standing in the doorway, eyebrows furrowed, and a cigarette between his lips.
“Now, Quentin!”
“Okay,” He mutters, slipping his legs over the side of the bed, “I’m going.”
“Good boy. We’ll see you downstairs in ten.” She grins and turns on her heel, disappearing down the hallway without another word.
Quentin sighs, pulling himself up and off the bed and making his way out of the room to the bathroom.
Eliot stops him with a gentle hand on his shoulder. “If you need to talk,” He says, “You know you can talk to me, right?”
And it’s so much like what his fucking mystery texter’s been saying that Quentin rips his shoulder out of Eliot’s hand and storms off into the bathroom. It’s not fair to Eliot, but jesus christ, he can’t hear people saying he can talk to them right now.
*
Unknown, Saturday 3:11pm
Please don’t be sad. I don’t know what to do, anymore. Q. Just tell me what you need.
Quentin, Saturday 4:15pm
JUST LEAVE ME ALONE.
*
Part of him wonders if it’s Penny just fucking with him, but when he finally has the courage to bring it up to everyone a week later, Penny’s clueless.
“You think I care how you feel?” He asks, laughing. “Fat chance.”
And either Penny’s a ridiculously good liar, or Quentin’s back to square one. He looks at the rest of the group, everyone looks concerned - except for Penny, obviously, and Eliot, who’s in some drug induced stuper, staring off into space.
*
He’s in class when the phone starts ringing, and without thinking, he sends it to voicemail.
And he forgets about it until he’s crossing the quad, and the phone dings to remind him he’s got one unheard voicemail. He’s tempted to delete it without listening to it, because it can’t be anyone other than his secret whatever this person is, but he pulls his phone out of his pocket, stares at the notification for a few moments, then sighs.
He moves towards the tunnel with the pay phones and dials his voicemail.
At first, there’s just a soft breathing, and then,
“Q, I am so sorry.”
Holy shit. He knows this voice.
“I - I was just trying to make you feel better. I didn’t think you would react negatively, and that’s one me, because I know you, and I should have known you wouldn’t be too happy about some stranger texting you. I just don’t know how to do this stuff face to face. It’s easier when there’s a screen. And I’m sorry I took my own comfort over yours. That was incredibly seflish. I’m sorry.” The voice pauses, breath stuttering out, and Quentin’s almost certain the sound is a cigarette being exhaled, “The only explanation I can give, because I do owe you an explanation, is that I love you.” He laughs, soft and not at all humorus, “Shocking, I know. I’m not exactly a class act in the whole wooing and caring about someone. This was the only way I could think to do it.
“And I’m sorry for not telling you the other night when you asked us. I was kind of freaking out because I was the reason you were so freaked out. Guess we kind of fit in that aspect. But,” He pauses again, “If you don’t want to see or speak to me again, I can make that happen.
“I’m sorry. Again.”
“To delete this message, please press 1.”
He hangs up, shoves his phone in his messenger bag, and races across campus.
*
Eliots sitting on the couch, drink in one hand and a cigarette in the other. Quentin moves through the livingroom, sits on the edge of the coffee table and stares at him. Eliot’s eyes pass over him, as he lets his head fall back to stare up at the ceiling, and a along exhale of smoke comes billowing out of his mouth. “You got my voicemail, I assume,” He murmurs, voice hoarse.
Quentin nods. “You’re an asshole.”
Eliot nods, lower lip sticking for a moment before he lifts his head up and looks at him. “I’m sorry. I didn’t mean to freak you out.”
“Why didn’t you just tell me it was you?”
He shrugs. “Same reason I didn’t tell you how I feel, I guess.” He brings the cigarette back up to his lips, takes a long drawl, “Too chickenshit.”
Quentin gives a small, half smile at that. “I -,” he pauses, swallowing as Eliot exhales the smoke. “I appreciate the effort. I was freaked, but you weren’t intentionally being a jack ass so I can’t really be mad at you.”
“Q,” Eliot starts.
“Besides,” He says, standing up, “I think you promised to curse Penny, and I would really like to take you up on that offer.” He smiles down at him, holding a hand out to help him up.
Eliot stares at his hand for a few long moments, before setting his drink on the couch and taking it, allowing himself to be pulled up, and off the couch. “I can do that,” He murmurs, looking at Quentin through his eyelashes.
“Good,” Quentin nods, before turning and heading out of the room. He stops on the first step of the stairs, looks back at Eliot - who’s staring after him, confused - and smiles softly. “I should also mention that I love you too, and was too chickenshit to admit it as well.” His nose wrinkles, “In the interest of not leaving anything out.”
#the magicians#quentin coldwater#eliot waugh#queliot#drabble#not really a drabble is it#its pretty long
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